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MIX.

2009-05-14T22:46:00.014+08:00

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AC Slater and Lismore at The Heist
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AC SLATER @ Home Club Saturday June 6

Boyfriend have been strict on me agaaaain. Supposed to club this Saturday cos Seri asked me along. I even asked for an off this Saturday just so i can make it for nightlife. But when i asked him for approval. A straight "no" is given. Im so so so so so so so upset. ):

"No clubbing for you this week. Asyik club je. Naik lemak pulak." "I already said no. You still can go out what. If you wanna go, then go. But don't talk to me after that" "Okay. Im sorry. But still i don't want you to go. Sorry. Sekali sekala boleh la. But not often. Ok?" "Kalau you nak club, dengan i je boleh." "Kalau boleh i don't want to bring you to club anymore. Nanti you naik lemak."

& so Seri is very upset. Me too. Double Triple Upset. I asked when will he allow me to go for my next club night. & he replied - in 3 to 4 months time. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Super Duper Gila Babi to the Max Upsetttt, BIG TIME! ))): Im 19 and im supposed to enjoy life to the fullest while im young. To be pulled away from having fun with friends, a closed opportunity, which i hate most. Sometimes i don't like to be controlled. Though, it is good to have someone in your life that just gives you that 50/50. Chances are given. But not too much. Just to make sure you don't go overboard. 3 words. Life's a Bitch.

HOLIDAY.

2009-05-13T15:35:00.006+08:00

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Forever daydreaming. My room is still in a mess even after assessment. It has been 1 month of holiday already. & i still don't bother in cleaning them up. Im still watching movies online to occupy my time. Blogging, Facebooking, Online Games, teehee. I think im not ready to work every single day. I shall wait for a week or so. Boyfriend gonna wake up any minute now. Soccer match is today. Wakey wakeyyyy!!

Night: Team won 2-1. & coach treat them to late supper. He spent 300-400 for the whole team. FUH! So imagine that many many dish in his tummy right now? Bloated to the max. & F&N Grape je dah 6 orders eh? tu lagi FUH! Water Buffalo namanya. :D

OLD MEMORIES.

2009-05-12T17:44:00.006+08:00

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Well @ 4am this morning i finally succeed to upload these videos in Facebook. My idea was to put it in private first under "only me" who is able to view and will only release it to "everybody" only when i post them up in blog. But when i woke up late afternoon and checked my Facebook after shower, there's already comments from others. I was shocked cos i thought it was in private. But then realised i checked the list for "All my Networks". Hmph. Thats why. So ya lor. Not surprising anymore for Blog. But anyways, The 1st & 2nd post of Screamo Sisters, we did it during February '09?? In the mid of our Semester 2 year. I miss those days terribly. The 3rd Vid in "V&P Class" was during end February i guess. Couldn't remember. We didnt even concentrate for Zel's class cos it was such a boreeee. :D The last vid was taken near Seri's block. I came down to meet her @ Sembawang after i lepak-ed with my Lasalle friends. The only reason was i didn't wanna come home earlyyy. heehee. As always. Remember that "A Little Dance Vid" in my old post? This one was taken before that weird dance. HAHA! Then the last two pics, see that head band im wearing? My mum made it for meeee. hehehe. & i asked for 2 more in different colours. & different designs. Had to draw it out for her so she wont do it wrong. Me likee! Its not like those common ones that others would wear. Its more like a Vintage Hippie kind. I can't wait for the other 2!! ♥♥

Boyfriend gave a surprise call @ noon.
Ayin: Hello??
aQiDah: hellooo... (just woke up voice)
Ayin: You belum bangun lagiiiii??
aQiDah: mmm? ngantoooook... you kat mana?
Ayin: ngantoook? eeee busyuuuuk.. HAHAHA! i kat sekolaaah.. ngan eddie.. kena kasi bursary form kat office.
aQiDah: ouuuuh.. you tak kerja niariii?
Ayin: taaaak.. nanti ayin ada training so tak gi kerja tauuu.
aQiDah: okayyyy..
Ayin: ok lah you gi tidur balik k?
aQiDah: okayyyy.. byeeeee..
Ayin: OK BYEEE..
aQiDah: byeeee..
Ayin: BYEEEE.. HAHA
aQiDah: byeeeee..
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haha.. berape banyak bye dahhh..
as always. ku rindu dia gila babi. :D

RHCP.

2009-05-12T03:49:00.004+08:00

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Will post up old videos and pictures to bring back old memories.
Facebook is being a retard after Midnight. Video Upload gets stuck.
Will post them up when i wake up late in the afternoon thennn. hmm.
So in the meantime, enjoy this music. Classic. My old time Favourite.
Red Hot Chili Peppers. Young or Old. Will always love them and their music.
Flea is always that Hyper one on stage. John Frusciante is good with his fingers.
Anthony Kiedis is the kind of guy with the Hot Bod & who'd increase your sex drive.
Like oh-my-fucking-god. I just said that in blog. & i never liked Chad Smith.
Volume on Full Blast Please. ♥

SUNDAY.

2009-05-11T01:20:00.001+08:00

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Sunday: A boring day at home. Dulu bila time sekolah nak sangat holiday kaaan. Sekarang HA! ambik kau. 3 straight months of holidayyyy. Smacked in the face. 3 months with nothing to do. -.- I've been watching movies online. Old or new. Like 'Confessions of a Shopaholic', 'Curious Case of Benjamin Button', 'Street Fighter: Legend of Chun Li', 'YES man', 'Radit dan Jani' (a short Indonesian drama in YouTube which i cried over it again and again. The reason why i watched in the first place was because Emma told me & ayin that we're like Radit dan Jani during that St James night. He's with the leather Jacket. & me with the mini skirt. Didnt know about it till i watched and understood.) then so on and so forth for what i've been doing so far. Playing UNO in Facebook. Nothing much for a holiday. hais. Even if i were to work at the same old, it gets boring. So no diffrence. To work or not. Well anyways, i've been studying on a couple of tricks for blog. Im trying to change it in a much much more simplified wayyy. This is just a start. Gonna simplify even MORE. I love to be simple. In everything. Especially in my designs. Everytime i see something SO simple yet intriguing, i'd drool over it. yes DROOL. Well oh well, gonna continue with my so called 'studies' then. hmmm.

WORK.

2009-05-10T01:37:00.009+08:00

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Saturday: (as you can see, im effing tanned. Due to East Coast, Wild Wild Wet & blabla. HATE IT!) Anyways, As usual. Work work work. Was supposed to end till 11 but begged my manager to let me go off early at 6. Cos you know why? I just can't stand it anymore!! I've been working there for AGES. & trust me. It gets BORED. I have to get a new job. seriously. I can never imagine working there every single day till end July. Sent my Resume already for some jobs. Hmm. My Hp Batt died on me. pffft. So in the meantime i borrowed Athari'a Batt. Strange things happened to me on a Saturday. While waiting for friends to get done with their work. I walked around town to look through some stuff. Even Town is BOREDOM! fuggg. Town Town Town. Asyik2 Town. Jelak siolzz. There was this Teenage chinese guy approached me all of a sudden. Asked random questions. I was scared lah kiwakkk. All alone. & then mat reps approached while waiting for the mrt. How bad can my day be. Thats why people. Don't ever leave me all alone in town. Im scared of unknown people. HAHAHA! Well anyways, aku 'terserempak' with Shahrul in town. With 2 of his other friends. Told me to come over to hang out. But me too malu. Cos you know why? Ill be the only girlll!! heh. Its ok. The next time i see you around. Confirm we'll lepak. (: Sorry for rejecting. Then Athari's Batt died on me too! Like what tha fug! when i told him the news when i came back, Athari: "QIIIIIIIID! Aku akan benci kau selama-lama nyaaaaaaaaa!!" HAHAHAH! sorry ar babe. That is how my usage of a HP is like. CONFIRM batt low. & then Here's some joke(s) of the day.

outside Wisma incident:
Stranger: HI!
aQiDah: 0.o! hey hii....
Stranger: How are you?
aQiDah: Fiiiine..
Stranger: Look im stalking youu.. :D Having fun? Window shopping?? Are you alone?
aQiDah: Uhmmm.. im waiting for a friend..
Stranger: Ouuuh.. Where to?
aQiDah: Far East..
Stranger: Ahhh.. i'll make sure i stalk you there.. haha! see ya! (:

i was like okaaaaaaaaaaayy... WEIRRRRRRRRD!
that was the Teenage Chinese guy i was referring to. was with a friend.

Orchard MRT:
Mat with a friend helping his other friend. If you'd understand.
Mat: errrrr.. sorry eh, my friend kat belakang wanna ask.. Are you attached??
aQiDah: errrr... ya im attached.
Mat: OH! *nods head* sorry eh (shout: EH! DIA DAH ADA MATAER AH!!)

like what the fuck dude? so brave ah? Moreover, infront of my friends?? kiwakkk. maut.

NDP '08.

2009-05-08T21:22:00.012+08:00

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Here's a short preview of National Day 2008. I took short videos and combined them together. Me Seri Fird. Marina Bay Floating Stadium. Though Ayin couldn't make it at the last minute cos he had a soccer game i guess. The goodie bag was the ugliest thing ever! Someone in either NAFA or Lasalle designed it. I forgot. But it was fun. The only fun part was the RSAF Black Nights and Fireworks. Other than that was all about colours & students in costumes. Soldiers in command. So on and so forth. I wonder whats up for '09. hmm. Well, im working tmr. Will wait till after 10 to ask for my schedule. I've decided to work every day for these 3 months of holiday. Better to earn money than to rot here at home. Friends planning on picnic. I'll make sure an off day will be asked for. Make sure its not a last minute plan. If not, NO OFF DAY!

FUDGE FACTORY.

2009-05-07T17:27:00.006+08:00

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So here i am now awake. Have to continue with my 'research'. Ayin told me to search online bout the ways to actually open up a new savings account in different banks. Like HSBC, UOB, OCBC, Citibank blabla. I have to find out bout their first deposit payment that is necessary to bank in. That is what Ayin wanna know bout. hmmm. peh susahhh. membelit ada ar. Its not straight forward. hmphh. He just went off for workk. & texted me before that just for the infooo. Well Anissa asked me whether i wanna come along for Jons chalet. I was contemplatinggg. Its at Pasir Rissss. Jauh dokkk. I have my other reasons too. Guess i'll stay home for Thursday and continue to find out more about banks, deposits & new savings account. uurghh. Well this edit - i did it in random after checking out FudgeFactory. Click on itt.

FUDGEFACTORY

MUZAIRIN HASHAM.

2009-05-07T02:03:00.009+08:00

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TUESDAY: Back to school for DeBrief. We had to check our temperature before we're able to head up to studio. Just cos of the Swine Flu/H1N1. However there are still some of us who didnt take up the temperature taking. But who cares. The stand is just there to show that the school is "doing something" for the sake of safety first. The girl inserted an ear thermometer in while i was just about to fill up the form. Its kinda rude. I wasn't even ready. Weirddd people. Idiottt. Head of Comm De talked to us about Level 2. What its gonna be like. Advertising, Graphics, Imaging. Told us our diploma cert gonna be recognized world wide and such. From UK, US, Australia, blabla. Change to School of Design or something. The name to be changed from Communication Design to Design Communication. & she says its a different meaning. I forgot what the fucking hell she said bout that. but. kau ingat kita bodoh pe. They're just a twist of words and you said its of a higher rank?? I always say it as Comm De for short. But now they've changed it. So, De Comm?? More like De_com_posed. So then we head off to Marina Square for our normal lepak sessions. 5 of us. Then to Esplanade's Waterfront. Then to Starbucks. Sorry ash i have to put up your face reaction here in blog. It really shows your personality. Muka MAHAL siol. hahaha. priceless. I miss our 'after school' hang outs. Goes to show the last pic. old one.

WEDNESDAY: 3.00pm a surprise call from Ayin. A wake up call too cos i was sleeping still. heehee. He decided to meet up with me. Happy me. Haven't met him for more than one week. I miss his smell. HAHA! So anyways. We head off to VioCity for Standard Chartered for him to Cheque in. Got the cash. Then we head to Burger King. Cos he's been wanting to try their new burger. Spicy Tendercrisp?? I forgot the name. But its something like McSpicy. But MUCH MUCH better. Ayin was like "Eh sedap siaaaaaaa..." while munching. By the way he kept repeating that same phrase again and again while eating that whole burger. HAHA! So then a look around Vivo for clothes & such. So since there was nothing else to look through. He decided that we should catch a movie. X-men Origins: Wolverine. It was cool. But can't wait for Transformers 2. Angels & Demons (read the book already). & many many more. All the way throughout the movie i was busy eating popcorn. abeh dia merajuk. cakap aku ni dari tadi makaaaaan aja and didnt pay attention to him. He asked for a hug but i didnt hear his words. In the end dia merajuk. heehee. So after movie i gave him ALL of my attention. Nak lepaskan rindu. :D We still have time to waste. So we checked out Fort Canning Park for awhile. And it was scary darkkk. serammmmmmm. it was 11 pm thoughhh. Moreover loads of low trees. YIKES! Anyways, Me & Ayin planning on something for another day. Hmmm. Lets hope it doesn't take too long. Then Home sweet home.

Nadia's plan for club wednesday night got canceled. She booked me emma and anissa 2 weeks in advance for 6th May. But all is not well. Cos you know why? Emma is still in pain with the wisdom tooth. She went to the dentist i guess to take them off. Moreover Me & Anissa broke gila babs. So another day k babe? Nadia me miss you.

I guess i have to clean up my facebook. Friend requests from unknown people are piling up. UUrghh. I wonder what am i gonna do with those 80. I only add up people that i know. & i hardly Add Friends on my own. I would only wait for friend requests from others. Hmmm. Tick Tock Tick Tock. Will only confirm as friend if you guys have links then. & those that are linked from friends, school, art, photography and such. Received a goodnight call at 3am just now. Oh ya. He changed he's name to Muzairin Hasham. HAHAHA! nvm long story. hmm ok tak pe i'll shorten the story. Its more like Muhairin Masam! hahahaha. but no la dia wangi. x) his smell is addictive. very very super duper to the max gila babi nye addictive. im missing him again sia. CB. So then its 4.30am already. Guess its bedtime. Goodnight.

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REMIX.

2009-05-03T18:44:00.010+08:00

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Saturday night at St James. Me, Seri, Dan, Firdaus, Shafiq (came late, sadly not in pictures), Kyna, IM, Yi Hao, Jeremy, Lionel, Ben Q. It was an All-Black outfit for me that day. I've got shimmer, cotton, leather. Met up @ Vivo after 7 for a dinner. But i could only fit in half of the meal. Wasn't hungry. When it was time, we then head off for the queue. When i went Rebel the other day. I wore heels. & it was a PAIN! So i decided to wear flats yesterday. Love the songs through the night. But i missed out on BOTH remixes of lady gaga just cos we were out of the dancefloor. I was like fuck fuck fuck! Not my night then. Well, I vomited. After a puff suddenly my whole body starts to shiver and sweat. Was only 2am. So i rushed to the toilet. I had to SQUEEZE through and push everyone else aside. Nearly vomit before i even get to the toilet. Didn't have the mood for awhile after what happened. The dancefloor was fully jam packed! Don't even have space to dance! So, i forced the BDay girl to come up to the podium with me. Twice. Love the reggae. Its all about the hips baby. So then the second time we went up, there were guys checkin out something that they're not supposed to. They've been around through the night. Kinda irritating. Moreover, a couple of them are Ayin's friends. ITE friend, soccer friend i guess. They don't know im his. & they even have the cheek to pass a message to me through hp screen "He says you're cute". Didn't even look at his friend. I just gave a peace and smiled away. So ya lor. I was that sombong girl through the night. The life of an attached girl. The whole day i was thinking about ayin. I miss him so much. I miss him even more for not being there with me. So i couldn't grind front back. HAHA! Boyfriend not there! & i kept telling myself to stay away, stay away, stay away every time they get too near. Yes again, the life of an attached girl. Actually in the first place i didnt wanna come along. Cos Ayin won't be there. But just for the BDay girl. More pictures will be up in Facebook. Soon soon. Computer Arts followed me in Twitter. After awhile when i put up that link. So i followed them back! Didn't know they have one in the first place. tweet tweet tweet!

After party:
aQiDah: AKU RINDU AYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!
Firdaus: *Busy talking to Shafiq*
aQiDah: Kau dengar tak?? (angry face)
Firdaus: *Busy talking still*
aQiDah: oiiiiiiiii.... (-.-)"
Firdaus: Apaaaaaaaa?
aQiDah: Aku rindu ayiiiiin...
Firdaus: Kau ingat apa? Aku ni Ayin?
aQiDah: Entahhh
Firdaus: TAK LEH! Ayin aku punya!
aQiDah: NO! HE'S MINE!
Firdaus: Ayin pun dia punya (pointing to Shafiq)
aQiDah: HAR? kau share Ayin ngan shafiq 50/50??
Firdaus: Ah2 la.. kau pun kena kira tau Ayin tu kita punya, Eddie punya, Mamat, Razmi, blablabla
aQiDah: NO! Ayin 100% aku punya.
Firdaus: Oh! kau pun kena kira mak bapak diaaa, whole family diaaaaa..
aQiDah: So korang semua share Ayin la.. each 5%? Abeh aku?
Firdaus: Kau 0.01%
aQiDah: Noooo..
Firdaus: Kalau aku share, aku nak dia punya telinga..
aQiDah: ok lor, aku nak dia punya sexy back!
Firdaus: eh ta nak ta nak, aku nak dia punya pantat.

dotsssssssss eh Fird. mentang-mentang pantat dia mampatttt.

EAST COAST.

2009-05-02T00:25:00.010+08:00

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Friday 1 May: To East Coast with family again. & fuck! im 4x darker now. I hate it so much. I hate to be Dark! so much for outdoor activities nowadays. Thats it. Next week's swimming plan, im not joinin. Gotta get my Cocoa Butter Vaseline workin' from now on. It was a really HOT day today. Milhan enjoyed his day in the sun though playing with sand and water. I kept on staying under the shade every now and then. But still. I turned dark. pffft! After shower i just realised that i got a sunburn! on my freakin nose! its red. yes red. i feel like a red nose reindeer now. lets hope its gone when i wake up later. Anyhoos, I got myself 2 new pants. Thanks to mum. Oh ya, also some baju dalam dan seluar dalam. sexy choice. hahaha! But sorry Ayin, no red. HAHAHA! x)

3 am: I just received a goodnight call from Ayin. He just got back from Mustafa Centre with his first bro. && good news. He approved. He allow me to do something-something tomorrow during nightlife even though he won't be around. BAIK AH! [he's got soccer game later this evening thats why he couldn't join :( boohoo ]. I didnt even ask for his approval again just now. He's strict. & i kinda gave up in 'pujuk-ing' him for a 'yes you can' answer. He just brought up the topic himself. :)

Example
aQiDah: Butbut.. Asal tak boleh? I mean.. at least set up a rule whereby only during-...
Ayin: NO! When i say no, you don't ask me why!

When he's strict/stern, I don't always finish my sentence. :(

♥

2009-05-01T01:25:00.007+08:00

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Well since its past midnight already. Today May 1st mark our 1 year 10 months together. Before that we've been 'Secretly' contacting each other for 8 straight months. Total up 2 years 6 months. Dia yang nak kenal2. Mati2 nak kan aku when i asked, "Are you sure??". HAHA! and i even told him, "I thought you're the kind of guy who likes minahs?" hahaha! Told him to wait didn't i? If it wasn't for that stoooopid 2 months break up earlier this year. It could've been our 2nd year anniversary. (-.-)" I told him that it was such a waste in our long relationship together that something like that happened. & its kinda upsetting that our vision of a 2nd year anniversary just goes to waste. Cos May 1st is a very special day. Whereby after 8 months of knowing him, i did confess my love @ about 5-7 am in the morning. (i couldn't sleep that night). i still remember he was out lepaking with friends on the way home. He was happy gilerrrrr. Yeah i still remember. Vivid. All my friends say that i forgave him too fast. Yes i know. But i have to understand that all guys have to go through that same matter. Cos he's still young. Moreover, just got in ITE. & they say shits happens when a guy either got in to ITE or NS. There was this point of time, long ago when i asked for a break up. 2 weeks and then all is well. Ayin went through a hard time. Then earlier this year. My turn. Now i know how it felt like. I was at my worst. So then we'll just wait for your NS. Kau lebih baik jangan buat perangai! HMPH! That 2nd pic is a really old pic that i got searching through our old folder. That was SO last year. I look different.

aQiDah: Kalau kita tak break up dah 2 tahun tau you. :'(:'(:'(
Ayin: But nvm, Forget about it kay? Now that im still here! :)

BUDAK-BUDAK EX-BP DAH BESAR.

2009-04-30T00:10:00.009+08:00

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Wednesday. I was at home Facebooking when i received a miss call from Seri in the evening. They were in town lepaking and they told me to come down to join. Gloria Jeans; Cineleisure. All Ex-BPsians. Fird was hungry and so we headed to Long John. They felt like Camwhoring - HAHA! - so we head to Taka. So then i was hungry. Ate McDonalds. a take away. & Fird told me that i'll get FAT after my first bite. (-.-) mean. Ayin gave a call right after his work. I told him to come down to meet us but he was too tired. Moreover, the following day is gonna be a loong day for him. So better head home and rest. Had to wake up at 7 morn for a short part time job. Then he had to head to Dover ITE for this Interview on an award that he got shortlisted for. (& he told me to pray for him. haha.) Then to Bukit Timah for his attachment job. Till late night. Lucky Friday is Labour Day but still. Soccer training. as always. kesiannn. just got off the phone with Boyfie. I reminded him about my BDay pressie - heehee! - and he says a treat to Seoul Garden after his first attachment pay. so ya la. & i kept on 'merajuking' about a matter that Ayin doesn't allow me to do when he's not around everytime during nightlife. hais. sob sob. near 30 min talk on the phone. Now its 2am.

& fuck! ku masih rindu.

Fast & Furious.

2009-04-29T00:27:00.011+08:00

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i want a Corel Painter, Wacom tablet and pens. pretty please??

Tuesday. Again. A movie day out. Fast and Furious 4. There were 6 of us in all. K, Anissa, Jaspal, ili, Fir. Awesome Movie. Sorry Ayin but Vin Diesel is HOT! hahahahaha. :D I didnt take any pictures so instead i just put in some recent pics :). So much for bringing along the Semi Pro. Taking a few pictures on our movie outing didnt pass my mind even though it was merely hanging over my left shoulder. pfffffffft. so watever. After that we head to Spinelli for our usual lepak-ing moments. Most of the time we were talking about "the end of the world". HAHA! About news going around that Singapore gonna get hit by Tsunami in July. Then about 2012. How most of the movies nowadays is about "the end of the world". Animal disease like Bird Flu, Swine disease. How a woman had sex with a dog and then it got stuck, had to call 911. Human had sex with a horse, animal penis too big, pierced through the human's intestines and he died. Recent news bout Gays having sex in public area here in singapore. They took pictures and videos, passing them around through email. Told them bout an email i read about. 2 China kids, only near 5-6 year olds, petting and kissing pictures, morning pictures around the block. i remember in one of those pictures, the girl did a blowjob. Like what the fuck? Like how big is that boy's dick?? and they're what? 5-6 year olds? Just look at what the world is turning into?

Another random note. Everytime i listen to Soulja Boy - Kiss me through the phone, any of Chris Brown's songs, Will.i.am - Heartbreaker, Neyo - Closer, Craig David - Insomnia, Pitbull - Recent popular songs like Calle Ocho and such. They would remind me of Boyfie. It was only 2 days ago that we met. & i miss him already.

After movie day out; Sunday night (Goodnight call):
Ayin: "Ayin geram uh tengok Aqid niari."
aQiDah: "Geram?? Asal geram? Bila?"
Ayin: " The whole day uh tadi. cam nak GIGIT JE! Tapi ayin tahaaaaaaan aja."
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

He always bites whenever he feels tempted. same here. HAHA! secret revealed.
i can't wait for Saturday. another night of nightlife. :D
Its near 2 am now. waiting for a goodnight call from Boyfie. Hmmm.

KNOWING.

2009-04-27T02:01:00.011+08:00

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Originality.

Sunday was a movie day out! We watched 'KNOWING'. SUPERB! Love the graphics. Especially the Aliens (at the end show). Well after watching the movie i kept thinking bout the December 21st 2012 predictions. Scary shit. I dont know whether to believe it or not. hmm 75% to believe. aku rasa aku akan taubat sekarang jugak. HAH!

well before the movie we headed to Hawa for dinner near my school area. so imagine, we got the tickets from PS then a LONG walk to Hawa. The Boys were perspiring. Seri and the other two was walking SO slow. While i was walking at a fast pace in front. You know why? Cos i was HUNGRY! heehee. Cross the road pun tak jaga2. Ayin had to shout out my name from the back just so i could realize there's a car coming in. (-.-) Hawa's Chicken Fried Rice was the best. I told Ayin to try out their BEEF Kway Teow Hongkong. & he Loves it! I would always order Longan there. Cos it comes along with fruits. But then that night i had to get myself TEH. not TEH O. but TEH. cos it was my first day of mens. & abdomen area hurts like hell. So hot drinks would be a good choice. Ok now its hurting again sob sob. its 3am now. Ayin just went to bed after a goodnight call. Guess i'll head to bed too. Goodnight.

NIGHT.

2009-04-26T02:02:00.005+08:00

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Pictures from Wednesday.

work was tiringgggg. as always. A movie plan with Ayin and lagi 2 ekor later this evening. heehee. Well, Boyfie headed to St James with his soccer boys. Its 2 am now. First lepak @ Clarke Quay, then last minute his friend suggested for St James. & entry fee his friend gonna pay for him. baiiiiik. Jangan kau ngantok bila nak jumpa aku sudah! haha. I warned him earlier. If he wanna go nightlife tonight then go. But dont feel sleepy when its time to meet me & the rest. Cos the movie date plan was given on an earlier notice. HMPH!

TIRED.

2009-04-24T19:35:00.007+08:00

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BDay! The first call i got was from Anissa. she sang FULL birthday song. hahahaha. SEMANGAT! and i sang along. HAHA. Birthday wishes from my other Friends in Facebook&msn too. So im FINALLY 19 yo! Ayin gave a call too @ Midnight 21st. Birthday Present will only be given next month thoughhh. But its ok. I know what i want him to get me. wahahaha. we planned to actually meet up that night. and so he says a BIRTHDAY HUG will be given. :D Told him bout the Wednesday night plan and he's coming along! YEY! superb.

TUESDAY:
I met up with Seri after her school hours. Went down her house for her to get changed. To Town we went in search for Tops. Ayin and Fird came down later that night. The first thing i do when i met Ayin was to give a big hug! We hardly meet la so. We lepaked near Wheelock Zara again. & played some games. ROCK game, One Dog game, and ayin gave us some Teka-Teki(s). some lame some funny.

WEDNESDAY:
I met up with Seri again. And so i was late for 30 mins, so i treat her to Subway! & we shouldn't have put mustard in our sandwich la sei. Disgustingly masam and weird taste. in search for tops again and bought one. & so we met up with Ayin @ Dhoby while Seri went back home with my big bag to keep for the night. We went to meet up with the rest. Emma reached first. Then Nadiah followed by Anissa. Nadiah couldn't follow us through the night cos she's working the following day. Yea so. We head to St James. But the fuckin Bouncer Didn't allow Ayin to enter. Cos a fight happened again previously. All because of stupid Mats. Mat Reps. Mat Kentals. Mat-Topi-Tinggi. Mat-tak-de-kerja-lain-nak-buat. Mat-suka-cari-gaduh. and so all the way in line nearly ALL malay guys couldn't get in. So fucked up. I hope sales wouldn't get any better if you guys keep rejecting. Muka bukan macam mat pun nak reject. kiwekkk. and so we headed to Rebel. Which was kinda regret. Cos the songs was so random. some nice some gone wrong. We should have headed some where else. So through the night was okayyyyy. McDonalds Breakfast. Then cabbed to Sembawang with Ayin to get my Big Bag back. and we headed home. Pics is with Anissa. Couldn't take any videos cos Ayin told me not to bring the Semi Pro along.

THURSDAY:
I reached home @ about 7+ Morn. & family wanted to go East Coast and Wild Wild Wet. So instead of sleeping after a long Night. I followed them. It was SUPER HOT all day. So i didnt have the mood to go Cycling. Wild Wild Wet was much better. Nice rides. Milhan was very happy. On my way back home in the bus. Long Ride. I literally hit those on my left and right cos i kept TERtidur all the way. haha. kesian aku. I rushed back home to bath and sleeeeep. only reached home at about 10+pm. Guess how tired i was after not sleeping for 2 days straight. Put on some Cocoa Butter Vaseline cos i became a few shades darker. Hais.

FRIDAY:
Here i am blogging. Zura called me a few days ago during her 2 hour work break. & she miss me so. cos i haven't been working for 3-4 weeks. Athari miss me too eh?? hahaha. So i just called in and Boi says that im not working tmr but he needs more staff. So i decided to work. Since Its already the holidays. I'll see both of you tmr then. :D

Birthday call @ Midnight:
(goodbyes)

(bla bla blas)
Ayin: Nanti i'll ask for an off on Thursday kayyy..
aQiDah: Ok! just give any excuse...
Ayin: Okayyy.. k la Ayin dah nak tidur ni... Goodniiiiiight..
aQiDah: okay night niiiight..
Ayin: Love youuuu..
aQiDah: Love you toooo..
Ayin: Happy Birthdayyy..
aQiDah: Happy Birthday to you t- EH!
Ayin: HAHAHAHAHA! you nak cakap "Happy Birthday to you too"??
aQiDah: hahahahaha.. yuhhhh..

slenge sia aku.

PRODUCT.

2009-04-20T18:20:00.005+08:00

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Titi asked for help yesterday with her assessment works. Product Design. First meeting plan was supposed to be at Anissa's void deck. But she was still working on her final product, which is a Cement work. Its really hard to deal with. I reached Bishan at about 10 pm. Only to hear "I'll only be there by Morning." over the phone (Titi) -.- so anissa and i decided to head to Hougang and help her with her works there and then. I did the poster. Anissa did the Layouts for CPJ and such. All of us helped out with the Cement work. Its supposed to be a Candle holder. SUPER HARD. Suffering like mad women with those cement. Moreover Titi's idea for the Candle Holder is SUPER complicating and hard to deal with. Trial & errors at the last minute. I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE A PRODUCT DESIGNER. now i know how you guys suffered all these while. boo. From 10pm till 10am. Then a good scrub-a-dub-dub. sleeeeep.

im meeting Seri tomorrow! & still planning for Wednesday Night! woo~

PORTFOLIO.

2009-04-19T01:26:00.016+08:00

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(click to enlarge)
(after which "ctrl+" to zoom in)

So here's the portfolio making in Photoshop (only SOME of the pages). Everything was last minute. I should have done more than this, choice of paper wise & more Experimental layout instead of a Conservative/Contemporary. Hais. But the burden is over. So shouldn't think much. Should think more on my holidays now. Well mum will be planning on a trip for all of us. The name of that place starts with T. and i forgot whats the name of that place. Clear blue sea. In Malaysia. Ahhhh, STM. Well, my rest have been good, been eating junk food all the way. Especially Hip-Hop Jelly Paddle Pop from Walls. MY FAVOURITE. Its not ice cream. It won't make you fat. Its Apple-Peach Jelly. Just go to any Cheers store to get one! hehehe. Also been eating dried guava, Mr Potato Cheese Flava, loads of chocolates... teehee.

Well Boyfriend is Lepaking @ Clarke Quay with his friends now. Its now 3.45 am in the morning and he's still there. hais.
TAK TAU NAK BALIK SIANG EHHHH???

i texted him @ 12.30 am just now asking what time he'll be home. after being so worried, its only at 4 am that he replied.

Ayin: "You! Ayin kat Henderson Wave ngan budak2 bola.. Kat Mount Faber situ.. Best tau!
One day i should bring you here.. Haha! And i thnk i saw Emma just now with this guy.."

(-.-) ......... and then i started "scolding" him.

Ayin: " :( sorryyy.. You gi tidur dulu kayy.. Anyway... Love You!!! X) "

:D only way to make me happy after being upset with him. heehee.

ITS OVER BITCH!

2009-04-17T23:17:00.005+08:00

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Some old videos:

concentrate on Jesse Cronan.
i kept repeating 0:30-0:45
love the way he does it!
awesomeee (:

well its all over now. Year 2 Level 1. CCS V&P DesignStudio Advertising. Im really UPSET for my CCS (DRM), veryvery scared of the outcome. now every day i would think about it. Results will be out in Mid-June. That is wayyy ahead. So now, we'll be having holidays for 3 MONTHS. cool huh. am VERY lazy to work though. My friends and i are planning on hang outs. for my BDay and such. Movies, Picnic, Karaoke, Club, Flea Market(s) so on and so forth. We'll see how it goes. (:

MONDAY:

That day. Anissa, K , me went to Fast Print to buy our materials for portfolio and such. Did our work at C501 studio. Before that had our lunch at Tong Seng. We were avoiding to meet up with Suang Suang (one of our Design Studio lecturer). It was supposed to be a meet up session with her to present our Portfolio ideas. Padahal she's in the same studio la sey. She didn't see us by the way. Cos we walked silently behind her and chose a spot to hide away. hehehe. Done with my "Broken Relationship" Spring book that day. Took a video while packing up to leave. "DJ wannabe".

TUESDAY:

Tuesday evening i went out to print for my "SINIZTROPHOBIC". Logos and stickers. I forgot what else i printed that day. Right after that Ayin gave me a call. He was hungry after work. So we met up @ City Hall. I was abit late. and he became an angry boy. -.- alah sekali sekala aku lambat ok. Im always the one who would be VERY early. hais. sikit2 nak marah. He's always "cepat marah" when he's hungry. So then while having dinner he was talking all the way bout his work. How nervous he will be every time he has to come down for work. He coaches WHITE kids 8 under. He told me how naughty/stubborn/cute the kids were. He's still in training.

WEDNESDAY:

Went to school again. Did our Portfolio in Foundation Studio. Since our Comm De studio is used for assessment. Did our binding, spray mount and such. We actually planned to stay overnight in school. But the school closes at 12 midnight. Now, students can't stay overnight anymore. Its the rule now. Students might get suspended if we do so. hais. stupid fucking rule. Though i didnt bring along my second CPJ though and some exercises that needs to be pasted. So the idea of staying overnight or going to K's house to do our works was cancelled. We all went back home to finish up our portfolio and CPJ. Made a video "CB AH!".

THURSDAY:

ASSESSMENT DAY. We have to be there by 10 am. to place our Portfolio and CPJ in studio. Once its 10 am. Late comers will be given a STRAIGHT "D" grade. I took the train. Counted my time. Afraid i can't make it on time. I went down Yishun to take a cab instead. Reached @ 9.45 (PHEW!). A friend of mine were late. There are those who rushed in at the last minute while they're about to close the studio door. Lucky. I wasn't satisfied with my CPJ and Portfolio though. I should have done more sia. Like seriously. I didn't give my best for this Semester. VERY UPSET. We all went home to have our short nap. I didn't sleep for 2 days straight by the way (not including my 'TERtidur' hours). We had to get back at 6 to collect our works back. Got our Formative Feedback. Not satisfied with mine. We then headed to Arab Street, Sultan Cafe for Dinner.

FRIDAY:

HIBERNATE! sleepsleepsleep till i get tired of sleeping. syiok sia tidur. like finally.. some REST! zzzZZZZz..........

HIBERNATE.

2009-04-17T02:46:00.003+08:00

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Been 4 days.
busybusybusybusy.
16 th April 2009.
assessment is over.

haven't been sleeping for 2 days straight.
(not including 'my TERtidur' time in the middle of doing work)

i miss you blog.
will update soooooon.
its time to HIBERNATE.
3am.

.....

BOYS NOIZE.

2009-04-12T23:56:00.005+08:00

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This is another mix of Boys Noize. Different from the old-old post. That was Phantom Part II. Im heading down to school tomorrow to buy some materials @ Fancy Paper and print my works. Left my Thumbdrive @ Fastprint neways. Gonna get done with my Broken Relationship book and my Self Help Kit. Infographics to be done by tonight. Another take of Steve Aoki set product shot. Get done with my CPJ, especially everything of Advertising. Finalize my Syllable project. Have to get a BAT and TICKS for the structure. AEROBATICS. Gather FL▲UNT. Product shots tomorrow in studio. Its gonna be a RUSHRUSHRUSH. Praying hard that everything gonna lead on smoothly.

LA RIOTS.

2009-04-11T20:39:00.010+08:00

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Guess what? Tonight is the LA RIOTS night @ Home Club. Final day assessment is 5 days away. So Anissa and I decided to ROT @ home and MISS our one and only chance. Moreover Ayin gave me his thumbs up on this one.. like what? 2 weeks ago he gave me his "All right you can go." so now. we PRIORITIZE school workkk. Its really a deep pain. Cos we planned on this like one month ago? I guess its not part of our luck. & this BRIGHT PINK A5 Direct Mailer is lying around on my desk. Jangan main2 siol, A5 NOT A6! TEMPTING SIAL! its ok. right after assessment we're gonna party harddd. again and again. If any of you were to go on this one, please don't tell me, imma shoot you. IDIOT(S)!

Facebook; See wall-to-wall:

entièrement noir.

2009-04-10T02:12:00.014+08:00

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Yesterday was the presentation. I was the late comer. Last min kind. So sorry team mates. It didn't go as planned. Cos of the presentation slides. Something went wrong at the last minute with the projector. Isabel was a Bitch. tsk. But otherwise we did the runway walks. The songs and presenter upfront. We weren't able to take a video of the actual day. Cos we were too busy to actually remember bout the video taking first hand. K's edit for the photo shoot is not with me though. So i just edited mine on my own ( First pic at the top ) CCS Finale was yesterday too. I couldn't finish my works but still i hand it in. and again. Isabel was a Bitch. So, right after that we (me K Anissa Jaspal ili Fir) head down to town to lepak till last train. McCafe Lido.

I heard Heartbreaker by Will.I.Am through their speakers and remembered the St James saturday night out. We were dancing together to the Remix and Ayin was singing, "Im so so so sorry, Im so so so sorry. I didn't mean to break your heart (x2)" HAHAHA! OK LA OK LA I FORGIVE YOU. oh ya that day AGAIN dia buat perangai ego dia, he felt bad and in the end he said sorry. haiz. gua tak bleh ANGS.

so now back to PORTFOLIO! ARGH!!

Rehearse, Again.

2009-04-08T06:31:00.016+08:00

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Well, i didn't sleep at all yesterday. So much for "I SHALL NOT put aside hunger for the sake of doing assignments fast..." :'( went straight to school to attend the Finale of VNP & straight to rehearsal after that. My head was heavy throughout the day. This is what happens every END SEMESTER. I'll be like a Zombie. Went straight home and slept till 6+am. So now here i am awake. Getting ready to start on my Essay. 2900 words. KB. LACK OF SLEEP. I hate that. 7 more days. Let's Countdown.

Gonna meet Ayin later. happy happy, happy me. :D
videos on Friday.

Rehearsal.

2009-04-07T02:03:00.010+08:00

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well oh well, these few days has been busybusybusybusy. 9 days left till FINAL assessment for end year. I'M PANICKING! Gotta give it my best for Portfolio. Hell yea. Rehearsal was yesterday (April 6) . BUT, on a bad note, videos will only be up on THURSDAY. Cos it won't be a surprise if the "IDEA" of the presentation is out even before the actual presentation day ain't it? The best quality for videos will be Facebook. If i were to show you through Google or Photobucket, it'll be like BLEARGH! So yea, Hold on to your seats blog readers! THURSDAY is the day.

VNP Finale will be later at noon. I have loads more to do. and its already 2.15 am. So, why am i here blogging?? -.-
Gonna rehearse again later after VNP.

I'm SO HUNGRY now. I think i'll have a quick late night meal. Mee Maggi - Curry, with egg and fish cake(s). Though i have manymanymany things to do. I SHALL NOT put aside hunger for the sake of doing assignments fast which would lead to sleeping late. SO?? i dont caree.... MAKAN TIME!

YAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWN! fucking sleepy siall.

MSTRKRFT.

2009-04-05T01:28:00.036+08:00

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VIRTUALDJ.COM

Ayin called in at 5am for a morning chat.
I was already asleep and it was a surprise.
our love you(s).
our miss you(s).
our goodnight(s).
& our bye-bye(s).

BEHIND THE SCENES OF THE ALL BLACKS FASHION SHOW.

2009-04-04T17:36:00.011+08:00

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Sorry pupil people. Yesterday wasn't the rehearsal it was a just a Brief Through. We were supposed to meet up in school ~4pm. I was late for bloody 3 HOURS! cos you know why?? i had to go find my outfit in town. and i felt like as if i searched the WHOLE town area. but actually no luh, just that my legs are tired of going around and around and around and around, then back again. then around and around again. FUH! tiring. i went to Far East, Esprit, Zara, Forever 21, TopShop, and many many more. I couldn't find my see through black leggings and All Black Aviator. Overall spent $210. jeez. It was very very late already. then i decided to just rush to school. I was perspiring like hell and walked to school in a speedspeed motion like nobodys business.

For this mini fashion show, there'll be 6 Models. Presentation on the ever changing Clothing Era.

Period(s):

Adam & Eve - Lester (will be wearing a big Black leaf over his front & back bottoms, and also with black short tights to cover underneath)
Cave Man - Ash "Kepala Pisang" (will be wearing a tattered Black cloth over his body)
Renaissance - ili shahirah (will be wearing a custom made all Black Renaissance Dress together with a corset and hat)
Present - aQiDah (will be wearing all Black casual wear; Jacket, top, skirt, heels, Aviator)
Future - Khairil & Anissa (Khairil: custom made Geometric Shapes with black tights; Anissa: custom made origami patterned dress)

MONDAY will then be the rehearsal, planning on the viewers seats, where the screen will project the slides, the runway, so on and so forth.

so till then...

HOROSCOPE.

2009-04-02T23:25:00.009+08:00

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Milhan.

Well, had a group discussion/work just now in Studio. its a bad thing that i didnt bring along the camera. its Behind the Scenes footage. No Worries. we're meeting up again tomorrow for rehearsal. i'll make sure videos and picturessss are up for the next post. (:

anyway ayin woke me up again this morning. but STILL i slept back (not on purpose...). took a cab to school.. haisssss.. + morning charge. buang duit siooooool. should have just taken the mrt. its the same. i would be marked as absent as i exceed the 30 min rule. CB. ):

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Let's compare love horoscopes.
aQiDah - Taurus
Muhairin - Virgo

Taurus Love Matches
Most compatible with Virgo, Capricorn
Can be good with Gemini, Cancer, Pisces, Aries, Taurus
A 50-50 chance with Libra, Sagittarius
Doubtful with Aquarius, Leo, Scorpio

Taurus And Virgo
It's love at first sight. Both are homebodies and they share the same intellectual pursuits. Taurus's stubbornness and Virgo's sharp mind are a good combination for success as a team. And Taurus keeps a careful eye on expenditures, which pleases cautious Virgo. Although they lack what might be called a spontaneous approach to life, neither puts a high value on that. They may have to adjust s+e+xually, for Taurus is more physical. However, Taurus will probably waken Virgo's sleeping passions. And they have everything else in common.

HAHAHA! im more PHYSICAL! (x

Virgo Love Matches
Most compatible with Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo
Can be good with Libra, Scorpio, Cancer, Leo
A 50-50 chance with Aquarius, Aries
Doubtful with Sagittarius, Pisces, Gemini

Virgo And Taurus
Virgo is analytical while Taurus is sensuous, but Taurus's strong passions can spark Virgo. If that happens, they make lovely love. Practical, down-to-earth, satisfied with the tried-and-true, these two have much in common. Both try to build for a secure future, both are homebodies, both share a fondness for money. Virgo's rational approach and Taurus's persistence are also a good moneymaking combination. Auguries couldn't be more promising.

Here's the horoscope web: LINK!

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which ever web i go. they would always say the same thing. For a Taurus/Virgo being with a Virgo/Taurus is like a "match made in heaven" (read it in one of the web i went through). Here's another:

Taurus and Virgo are both Earth signs, but they couldn't be more different. Your Virgo is ruled by the mental planet of Mercury, which means an obsession with details and perfection. This is a person who edits life with a fine-toothed comb. Taurus' planet, Venus, is the love planet. That doesn't mean you're a hopeless romantic, though - it means Taurus understands the realities of love. When Taurus hooks up with a Virgo, it's the perfect blend of head and heart - Taurus and Virgo make a great team. Not to mention the fact that you'll have a whole lot of fun, together, too.

Through here: LINK!

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you guys should start comparing your partner's horoscope.
try comparing your friend's horoscope with their partners too.
its SO TRUE!

lets compare:
Anissa - Leo
Jaspal -Aries

Leo Love Matches
Most compatible with Sagittarius, Aries
Can be good with Virgo, Libra, Gemini, Cancer
A 50-50 chance with Capricorn, Pisces, Leo
Doubtful with Taurus, Aquarius, Scorpio

Leo And Aries
These two are the superstars of the zodiac. These well-matched partners get along marvelously in the bedroom. They're an unbeatable combination for deriving sheer joy and excitement from s+e+x. They also share the same likes and dislikes in other areas of life. However, they need all that rapport to overcome one big problem-the head-on collision of two super egos, each of whom wants to play the leading role. They have to learn to share center stage. Otherwise, a glorious mating.

HAHAHA! " They're an unbeatable combination for deriving sheer joy and excitement from s+e+x"
MAK OI! korang duaaaaa.. hahahaha. Anyway Anissa & Jaspal just got official on the 30th March. (:
i do agree that "They also share the same likes and dislikes in other areas of life." They HAVE ALOT in common.

LINK!
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anyway, that day (recently) i went to polyclinic for an mc, they checked my weight, height & blood pressure.
guess my weight??
45.8 kg

hahahaha! the last time i checked, i was 49kg. (:

WAKE UP CALL.

2009-04-01T20:22:00.014+08:00

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^^its up on my bedroom wall^^

(for previous post)
all thanks to Jaspal for the songsssss.
he has got many many many many of them.
i was only able to take some albums.
Anissa says he's capable of mixing like a dj.
so i have yet to hear his mixes one day. hmmm.

This Morning (a call from Ayin):

i went to bed at about 5+ am.

@ 6.45 am...
Ayin: aqid! dah pukul berape ni? bangunbangun!
aQiDah: *just woke up voice*
Ayin: nanti lambat tuk class macam mana?? banguuuuun..
aQiDah: *just woke up voice*
Ayin: aqiiiiiiid....... ?
Ayin: NUR AQIDAH!!
aQiDah: okok aqid bangun!

part dia "NUR AQIDAH!!" je mata aku terbeliak.... heh.. seram..
jangan main2 siol.. nama penuh aku.. nasib baik tak keluar nama bapak aku sekali.. terus otak Wake Up Call nye.. tsk.

after that i was still lying in bed, PENAT GILA BABS! just thinking of what to wear for school today. TERtutup mata.
terus zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZ....................... till 9.30 am.
I WAS LATE FOR CLASS, sheesh. perangai. i took a cab to school. by the time i reached class, it ended already. they end 1 hour early.
but was able to hand in my works cos some of them + lecturer was still there. (:

and i just went for my second class. its all about Typography, Font, Layout.

TYPOGRAPHY: is the art and techniques of arranging type, type design, and modifying type glyphs. Type glyphs are created and modified using a variety of illustration techniques. The arrangement of type involves the selection of typefaces, point size, line length, leading (line spacing), adjusting the spaces between groups of letters (tracking) and adjusting the space between pairs of letters (kerning).

FONT: In typography, a font (also fount) is traditionally defined as a complete character set of a single size and style of a particular typeface. For example, the set of all characters for 9-point Bulmer italic is a font, and the 10-point size would be a separate font, as would the 9 point upright. Since the introduction of computer fonts based on fully scalable outlines, a broader definition has evolved. Font is no longer size-specific, but still refers to a single style. Bulmer regular, Bulmer italic, Bulmer bold and Bulmer bold italic are four fonts, but one typeface.

so yea, i've learnt something new todayyy. TYPOGRAPHY and FONT is NOT the same. (:

one more,
How many units(pt) are there in an inch?
72 pt

kewwwwl.

ayin just finished his soccer game (SLeague above 18) against Home Club.. his team, SAF lost.. 2-1.
rabaaaaaaaaak. fighting against his own former club. HAHA! kesiannnnn..

you've seen the sad side of aQiDah.
you've seen the happy side of aQiDah.
you've seen the bitchy side of aQiDah.
you've seen the kental side of aQiDah.
you've seen the emo side of aQiDah.
you've seen the tak kena-mengena case of aQiDah.

when im sad, ill be in phrases.
when im happy, there'll be pictures and colours.
when im bitchy, i'll be in all Upper Case.
when im kental, ill be all random.
when im emo, ill be VERY wordy.
bila part tak kena-mengena nye case, i'll be all informative.

so what else?
till next time....

Goodnight.

j'espère.

2009-03-31T21:36:00.016+08:00

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I met up with Ayin todayyy. As usual he's always lateee even though im always the one to get down his station.
Had our late lunch @ his all time favourite, McDonalds -.- ....

he had this coupon which comes with free items.
Ayin: BIG MAC meal. Free item - 6 piece nugget. UPSIZE!
aQiDah: 4 piece chicken meal. Free item - McChicken Burger.

jangan main2 eh. dia UPSIZE lagi ada. waduuuuh. watching him stuff himself je aku dah kenyang. Everytime for McDonalds, he'd ALWAYS eat 2 burgers and UPSIZE the meal.... how unhealthy is that??? in the end i had to take away my McChicken and him take away he's BIG MAC for after training .. nasib baik dia ada training.. kalau tak? he'd stuff himself with that BIG MAC on the spot! ye la, takut stomach cramp kaaaan. i can feel his babats gaining already. X) so then we went to take the same train. while waiting for the train to come:

Ayin: Ayin niari selekeh tak?
aQiDah: selekeh....
Ayin: huh???? betul?? upon 10 to what extent that im selekeh?
aQiDah: hmmmmm.. *look at him up and down* 5 or 4 out of 10....
Ayin: huh?? ayin nak balik uh tukar baju..
aQiDah: NO! YOU STAY HERE! nanti sampai training lambat kena fine!
Ayin: alah ta nak lahhhh.. abeh aqid cakap ayin selekehhhh ):):):):):
aQiDah: tak laaaa.. you look okayyyyy.. ya allahhhhh....
Ayin: kita turun Bishan jap nak? nak beli baju uhhh..
aQiDah: tak payah beli2 tukar baju ni semuaaaa.. nanti sampai training lambat macam mana???
Ayin: alahhhhh...

sampai megucap aku... SANGGUP beli baju just to change that look, just because i said he's selekeh. so off we went to get his shirt @ J8. Our secondary school days/memories was there. Ayin says that he misses secondary school life. Bishan Park Sec. me too. ): i can feel that vibe of my secondary school days whenever i walk pass the bus interchange (usual 401 bus) and J8. sighhh. it was only 4.50pm that we went down to take the train again. his training starts at 530pm.

aQiDah: ar... dah start panic ar tu..
Ayin: huh? macam mana aqid tahu??
aQiDah: TU! dah start berpeluh ...

haha.. i know him so well. you know why he's in panic mode?? cos by the time he reach training ground, CONFIRM dah lambat and every time players are late, they have to pay a fine of $20... buang duit kaaaaaan.. DEGIL! tak dengar cakap. sanggup buang masa cari baju then being on time for training. aduuuuuh. stress tau.

So then I'll be heading home, and him a few stops after me for his usual every day training. train rides home with him is always the best. but time flies by so fast that i wouldn't notice im already at my stop. no more funny accidental CHEEK to CHEEK. we already planned what to do everytime we say goodbye. its always for him to do it first and then me. so no more confusions. tsk. (: It was just a short meet up before he's training. CONFIRM his BIG MAC gonna be swallowed in full even before he got to the nearest mrt for a ride back home. 12.20 am he called in for a goodnight call, my guess was right. Digested burger in his stomach already right after training. it wont wait till he reach home luh. for him case kelaparan cannot put aside. must take action. (:

I reached home and sat for awhile in front of my lappie. And then i realized i need some air and some time alone. Brought some stuff that i need and off i went out again. Went to Cheers to get a drink, put on my Mp3 and off i went to find the best spot. I sat there all alone. Structure - Innerpartysystem (The nights are getting cold. Those faces growing old. And there is nothing you can do. So sing your sad excuses. You've got the scars to prove it. And I'm sure they'll sing along). Passer by(s), the sounds of Buses Cars Bikes on the road. And there i go again. My mind. Assessment is nearing. I'm panicking. Sometimes i wished that i wouldn't have to go through all these. Its just a waste of my time. Can i have my Diploma and BA, NOW PLEASE?? YES NOW! Monster Hospital - Metric; MSTRKRFT Remix(I fought the war I fought the war I fought the war but the war won't stop for the love of God). You know, there's so many things that i want in life. I went through the past, now I'm going through my present and i await for the future. I'm afraid of Future, i dislike Present, I'm wandering off Past. Courtship Dating - Crystal Castles (how good it feels for me. you smell great disease. cause we're young. fell in from the stars. when your skin is dead. and a pile of your heads. now then, i look so far). It is time that i wake up and realize how bad i want this. It is THAT BAD. I want it SO BAD.You can Never imagine. I do have Too much high hopes. Is it bad or good? How i wish i could get out of here and go for my dreams. But there are things that i just couldn't let go of, i am not strong enough. Are dreams to be kept safe or to be achieved in its highest extent? Deny Selected - Boys Noize (Mr son of that Bitch, lets play some cards). If i want this so bad, i have to change my attitude towards it. Why i wasn't serious all these time? I dont know. perangai. All these time. I've only been giving 50% of what im able to do. It was never a full force. And that is the reason why i would get angry with myself every now and then. I would ask myself "Why?". and the answer? I dont have one. I dont have an answer. Tell Me What to Swallow - Crystal Castles (Through the walking, through me. I know he'd never hurt me. Daddy watched me sleeping. Praying for you silently). Im thankful that i have the people around me every day. They are the ones who'd keep me going. Non-Stop. Each step we take, is a step closer. Reality gets faint when that dream onwards keeps pulling you in. You get stuck in between. You brush it off your shoulder. Cos you know that its just minor. But not for me. Biko - Bloc Party (Dont you know that when you stand, you stand up for both of us? Remember that when the darkness looms. You're not doing this alone. So Toughen Up). So all my loved ones, Please Stay, Dont Go. Its like pillars of strength where i would hold on to whenever im down and so said when the darkness looms. I want what i want. Say, no one to pull me away. There wont be and never will be. Im a girl with big huge dreams. Am only 19. But i am like this. Every day of my life. I Know You Are But What Am I - Mogwai. I tear every time i think of the unnecessaries. That bus/train ride on the way back home. That nightly hours in bed. That moments of sit-alone time. To be or not to be. To choose the reality or the unrealistic rêve. To walk on the face of earth, i didnt choose to be. & I never wanted it so. Believe it or not. The choice is not mine to make, my only choices are the right turn or the left. Somebody Somewhere - Cazals; The Bloody Beetroots Remix. Those tears are permanent. I am weak.

It was getting dark and i chose to get back home. I hit 4 in one shot. Cleaned up my mess. Put my Mp3 on Repeat. Beautiful Fighters - Ayumi Hamasaki; MSTRKRFT Remix. Full Blast. Just to clear my mind of Everything. Chose the Furthest Walk back home.
Im in my Present. Say hello to Future.

Put on your headphones and volume on Full Blast:
REPEAT again & again till your brain hits the beat by itself in your head. ▲

DOLCE & GABBANA.

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Photography: To Duplicate an Advert.
DOLCE & GABBANA l'eau the one

1. Original Image (after smoothening skin+glow).
2. Start of Morphing image.
3. D&G model - Image to Duplicate.
4. Final.

im still unhappy with it. )':
too sleepy already. its 5am.
Goodnight.

(click to enlarge)

PROXY.

2009-03-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

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2500.

2009-03-29T00:48:00.013+08:00

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FRIDAY

here it is.
anyway, i got it wrong on my previous post. its FRIDAY not saturday!
HAHAHA! saturday aku kerja la bongok! friday was the day out. x)

well, i was supposed to meet Seri @ 5.30 Somerset. but as usual, im ALWAYS the late comer. was late for 40 mins.... so i decided to treat her to
Burger King. heh. We had our dinner even before meeting Fird during his 1 hour break from work. sebab kita dua LAPAR GILA BABS! filled our
tummy-tum-tum... and so OF COURSE Fird was kinda upset we didnt wait for him for dinner. hehe. you know, a HUNGRY girl is an ANGRY girl... x)
seri's friend joined us. so then off we went in search for shoes. high heeled. not those witch high heels. erm. ok you wont understand me. when ive
found a nice one, ill buy it and show you the kind of heels ive been wantinggg! :) and guess what? while trying out the shoes, i left my JUICE mag
in the shop and only realized that i left it behind when we're already FAR FAR FAR away from that shop. bloody hell.
FIRD! take for me another one pleeeeeeease!! ok thank you. x)

the clock hits 9.40; Firds shift ended. slacked @ Taka Fountain, then decided to lepak near Wheelock- Starbucks/Zara.
played truth or dare. weird dares given not much of truth. my dare was to DANCE! haha.
i was kinda sleepy and tired though, i stone too much. ):

SATURDAY

work!
TIRING i tell you!
My first day of menses was today. guess how much pain i was in! it hurts!
i could hardly walk at a normal pace. erghhhhh.

Athari didnt work todayyyy. so there's no one who is as becok and kecoh as him on floor.
so that means aku not as hyper today plus having menses. yikes! at least Zura was there (: . Yra and Wan. & all
others. from now onwards i'll be ON PAUSE from work. for 3 straight weeks. have to focus on my final year.
gotta give it me BEST shot. now, a 2500 word essay at the back of my head. kau imagine uhh. SHEESH! -.-

Ayin gonna go Johor later todayyyy.. boohoo.. with friends. "JALAN2". (padahal gi rumah mak angkat Mamat) -.-
and im gonna rot @ home doing PROJECTS, ESSAYS, RESEARCH, DEVELOPMENT, & more shitz.
erghhhh.. aku pun nak gi Johoooooooooooor! taktak. aku nak KL.

ok goodnight! me VERY sleepy.
he just got home. & its 330am now.
night2.

SATURDAY.

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ill update about Saturday later after work ok?
cos im sleepyyy and its already 330 am.

On the phone:
Ayin: ayin sayang aqid banyak banyak banyak banyak banyak..++
aQiDah: sayang aqid gila babi nye eh?
Ayin: uhuhh.. hehe..

hahaha! why must say "sayang banyakbanyakbanyak..++"
when you can simply say "sayang gila babi"??
HAHAHA! :)

anyway Athari says that previous video lame.
sebab kan feeling-feeling macam kat club tapi surroundings weird.
kat tepi ada phone booth siap ngan Ruffles chips and some passer by(s) in between. HAHAHA!
ok la ok la. next time i give you a REAL dance video la ok. REAL surrounding nye jangan takut. :p

At that moment we were karaoke-ing la Athari abeh aku bored, played Right Round.
Terus bangun dari duduk. Tak tau nak duduk diam nye budak. Aku ar. HAHA!

A LITTLE DANCE.

2009-03-26T23:59:00.019+08:00

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a video made @ Sembawang.

Well, my school had this flea market goin on today. not much uh. Home Club Dj, Roy Ng came down today to spin.
me and Anissa badan dah gatal, tak tahan nak club listening to those Remix(s) on loudspeakers. damnnnnnn.

after school i met up with Seri @ Sembawang for a short lepak. nono actually it was a LONG lepak.. HAHA!
budak2 sembawang pun turun (too many to name).. the video that Danil (seri's date) showed of his members
was kelakar GILA BABS! dorang goyang2 kepala cam 'indian(s)' and singing this lagu Mama mana entah..
muka satu2 kekek siolz.. i want to see that video again! x)

so nowww i know budak2 Sembawang macam mana. Seri ALWAYS lepak with them.

she told me what they said of me. HAHAHAHA!
try my best so that tak 'hidung kembang'. wahahaha! stop itt eh Qidd.

At first it was only me & seri~
Group: there was some Minahs (all dye hair; smoking, kening cukur and drawn effing THIN)
and Mats across us lepaking. (they're only around 15 years of age or so)

what i overheard:
minah: pokaywak!! (among themselves)

from a short distance:
aQiDah: sial laaa, dah pandai 'pokaywak' pee.. kau masih sekolah ke tak? kau sekolah, dah dapat diploma,
baru kau boleh cakap 'pokaywak' k. kecik2 dah pandai rokok. MACAM PAHAM sia.

aku Anti budak2 cam gini.

after all that talktalktalk.
Ayin last min told me that he'll be waiting at Sembawang mrt. he was from cck stadium; watched Sleague game.
me happy giler can meet him again. A BIGG BIGG HUG! ku rinduuuuuu.

im sad when something very unlucky happened to me when i took the bus home todayy. i kinda gave away this
little something that ayin wants me to treasure till forever. he had that since primary school. i held on to it
since LONG LONG AGO. and its GONE! i want it baaaaaaaaack! FOOK!

im gonna find it back! i dont care!

rindu lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ):

PHOTOGRAPHY.

2009-03-25T17:29:00.014+08:00

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This was what i did in Photography class:
Photoshoot and Edits in Photoshop.

Photoshop makes wonders! Love the silky smooth skin~ (:

Anissa:
(click to enlarge)

the rest is in K's camera. the actuals.
cos the camera i used tiba2 buat hal. pfffft.

after lunch:
Anissa: Where you guys wanna go after this uh?
aQiDah: i wanna check out Friendster... EH!
Anissa: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
aQiDah: HAHAHAHAHA.. EH NO NO!
ili: What??
aQiDah: hahahaha.. i wanna say ART FRIEND but i said FRIENDSTER... HAHAHAHA!

ku buey.

met up with Ayin agaaaain.. something funny happened between us just now.
Ter- CHEEK TO CHEEK! (you guys would never understand if i explain what happened!)
HAHAHAHAHA!

even after i walked out of the train (otw to bus interchange) i kept laughing to myself.
and him laughing to himself in the train otw to training. macam orang gila ketawa sendiri. HAHA! x)

kesian dia demam. AGAIN!
aku rasa dalam satu tahun, 30 kali dia demam. :D

APOLOGY.

2009-03-24T17:21:00.008+08:00

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my eyesss, not enough sleep+__________. ):
bangun je mata bengkak. boohoo.

i was on my way home in the train when ayin decided that we meet up, so that we can both take the same train.
tadi Ayin satu badan bau SABUN! sedaaaap. hahahahaha! ku SNIFF SNIFF saaaampai bau sabun fade off. teehee.
he had to go training while i happily went home. we're ok now. i apologised... :(.

Ayin: "NAUGHTY!"
aQiDah: "............... :( ........................"

... apology accepted.

when its time to get down the train:

Ayin: "Sayang ayin tak?"
aQiDah: "Sayang! Ayin? Sayang aqid?"
Ayin: "Sayaaaaaang!"

hehehehe.. we ALWAYS ask each other that Question. x)
sweeeeet.

yesterday night was ONE of the scariest feeling i ever felt in this relationship. so this is what i have to learn from and one of the things i have to control. and also one that i must force myself to take in if he sticks to his own way. cos if he doesn't like it, he WILL NOT like it. EVER!

its photography class tmr. so i hope there'll be pictures to post here.

The Presets.

2009-03-22T19:54:00.009+08:00

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well many have complained that my blog cant be easily vieweddd. :(
so i FINALLY decided to go and find a new layout and change it to my own taste.
even though im in love with this current one, i have no choice but to go and have a quikie change. hmmmm.

23 March
12.53am:

TADAAA!
blogskin changed.
hope its viewable now. :)

ok now after a whole night figuring out on my new layout, i have to get back on my Self Help Kit.
it dues later @ 9. (wtf sia qid, everything last min!) :'(

Unexpected.

2009-03-22T00:45:00.007+08:00

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weeee~
a treat after i got back home from work, being super tiredd.
an old friend of mine came online after a loooong time being long gone. NOORATUL!
we webcam-ed. heehee.. as you can see, her's was gelap giler. she's @ her ex-boyfie house.

HAHA! it was funny, she showed me one of her friends, dia ngah tidur la mak oiiii.. rabak pe tidur cam gitu
sampai ternampak PERUT! abeh rambut BOTAK! hahahaha.. dia baru book out and baru minum thats whyyyy..
she showed me this big SCOTCH botol they drank.. EMPTY eh.. confirm togok gelojoh nye case.. teehee just kidding..
oh! she's my primary school friend by the way. and NISHA sent me a message through friendster saying that
we should all meet up for gathering. primary school mates. gue rindu banget!

todayyy.. ku bangun. ku mandi. ku makan nasi padang. abeh ku siap. ku keluar. RAFFLES CITY.

Ayin told me to reserve this jacket @ ESPRIT. lawaaaa. inner purple design. but in the end i can't reserve it bacauuuuuuse..
"oh sorry reservations are not for items on sale..." so ayin paniccc. after his training terus turun RC to take a look at it.
in the end. TAK BELI! mak oiiii.. cos he says kinda wierd around the shoulder area. i was already at workplace.

by the way i was checking out some other jackets too. i tried on the best i could find.
i was checking out in the mirror. and FUHYOH! for a moment there i was like
"SIIIAL LA minah motor mana sia ni?" hahahaha.. I WAAAAAAAAANT!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT!

i told ayin i want that for my BDAY PRESSIE !! boohooooo..
ku buat suara sedih bila ku bilang ayin.
NYEAHAHAHA! aQiDah stop it ehh. heeheeee.

SO. work. was all fine till that very moment it all started to just put me in a position where i was just TOO fucked up with you.
please, dont blame it all on me. it is between you and her. you guys broke up. so everything now is up to her. whether or not
she's more wild than before. please dont say i encourage her to do so. she's big enough to choose what she wanna do and
not for you to talk like as if you know shits. what? prevent her from doing so? no. thats not my part. my say is "HAVE FUN".
so what? there was never a time that you put the blame on yourself that this break up happened. be thankful that i didnt put
my say in this especially about your perangai eh babe. if you were to spill out secrets to her parents and the consequences
are bad, you will be the first person i'll find and right there and then ill spit my words against you. cb. knn. kepala buto. macam sial.

its ignoring you every time i come by.

Double Chocolate.

2009-03-20T17:46:00.003+08:00

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im off to meet Anissa here at Woodlands and then off to meet 2 ekor kucing @ town for Dinner. toodles.

Sick.

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i'm sick. yes i'm sick. slept from 4+ till 9 half and woke up. ku tak boleh tahan, RIMASS! that was why i woke up.
now im having headaches, sore throat and running nose STILL! rabak pe. i dont think i would be working this
coming Saturday. cos I DONT WANT TO. moreover im not sure whether i'll be ok by then. guess how many
packets of tissue i used today? tak terkira siol. now my nose hurts. i kept on sneezing.
ku sedih, SEDIH GILA BABS nye! i hate to be sick.

Ayin told me to drink air suam banyak2. jangan main2 eh, minum BANYAK2!
i told him i dont like air suam... ME DONT LIKE!!

"aqid kan sakiiiiiit.. Air suam bagus untuk tekak aqid yang sakit tuuu.."
"bila nak tidur tu tutup fan.. kasi peluh.. ingat eh! JANGAN minum air sejuk! minum AIR SUAM! you dengar cakap ayin eh! DENGAR TAK??"

macam mak2 la dia. mak aku sendiri tak cam tu oi. HAHA!
behind his back aku minum PINK DOLPHIN. COLD. hahahahaha.
now i keep sneezing. thanks eh. tak dengar cakap.

will update about my 'Self Help Kit' once its done.

▲ Siniztrophobic.

2009-03-19T01:42:00.010+08:00

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TRIANGLE (▲) being the symbol of the human body.
Hollow on the left side. Faint grey. Curved edge. Sinistrophobia.
Circular ring to represent the human body as a whole.
IT being Perfect with the use of 'Siniztrophobic'; Self Help Kit.

SINIZTROPHOBIC
Design Studio - Self Help Kit
(Sinistrophobia)

fuckin stressed up over this project. These are half done.
and FUCK im falling sick.... thanks to the weather, sniff SNIFF! :'(

i feel like giving up and go straight to sleep siaaaaaaa.........
zzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZ''''

LA RIOTS.

2009-03-17T18:19:00.009+08:00

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me dont care! im heading for HOME.
Anissa would like to talk to Ayin over the phone to get him to agree on this. tak cukup kalau aku je pujuk. :D
this would be an early birthday celebration for me. since my birthday falls during our assessment week.
jangan they postpone the event sudah ehhh... be prepared. it will be a surprise call. heeheeee. x)

FIRD! ssssssssshhhhhhhhh!!!

Mat-Mat Topi Tinggi:

i really dont understand all these guys with 'topi tinggi'. The hat could actually fit in their head. But they make
it small on purpose so that it will be much higher on their heads. cam budak bodoh kau tau tak? even boys at
the age of 14 start wearing hats that way. even making it slant to the side or wearing it like a hip-hop style but
in a wrong way, you know what i mean? now even CHINESE guys are doing this style of 'topi tinggi' in my term
of saying. Its like they cant leave the house without it! Im guessing, they feel like they have high standard
whenever they wear high hats. cam PANGKAT TINGGI la gituuuu. ISH!

whenever i walk pass any of these guys, i felt like burning their hats. aku Burn siol, BURN! hahahaha.
come on la get rid of those hats. SHEESH!

more St James.

2009-03-17T02:47:00.005+08:00

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more pics from St James:

Approval.

2009-03-16T23:00:00.006+08:00

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wow. my new 26 bucks alarm clock works! no matter how much you turn it off it will ring back after every
5 min! now i wont have any excuses for being late anymore. hehehe.

LA RIOTS will be coming to Singapore on the 11th of April according to Anissa's friend.
Just now i met up with Ayin here @ Woodlands after his training to pass him something
and accompany me take some pics for my Research on 'Wobbler Designs'.
i asked for his approval whether or not i can go Home Club for LA RIOTS.
and he said...

ayin:
"NO!"
"TAK BOLEH TAK BOLEH!!!"
"LAGI2 HOME CLUB..."
"JANGAN EH I TELL YOU!"
"JANGAN DEGIL! DENGAR TAK??"
"NANTI ADAAA JE LELAKI NAK JOGET NGAN YOU.. NO!"

me:
"alah LA RIOTS seh youuuuuuuuuuuuu!"
"boleh laaaaaaaaa"
"pleeeeeeeeease!"
"please please please!"
"i told anissa already im goiiiiing!"
"kebanyakkan budak Lasalleeeeeeeee!!"

sebanyak mana aku pujuk pun he wont change his mind la sey... im very saddd..
sorry Anissa.. haissssssssssss.. me really very sad.. :( VERY

anyway dia kempunan seaweed tadi. macam2 la ayin ni. HAHA! so i bought this huge seaweed pack for us both and some other JUNK.
munch munch munch all the way home. we walked by the way. NYEAH! jauh. and then our bye bye(s). boo.

he wanna plan on another club outing only for us both. tengok la macam mana. he's always busy. :(

St James.

2009-03-15T20:16:00.013+08:00

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worked till 5 yesterday.
& met up with the girlies for a short while.
back and forth. To St James we go.
a GREAT night.
Breakfast @ Al-Ameen Woodlands
reached home near 7am
woke up at 7pm

now here i am brooding over assignments/projects.

Behind the Scenes.

2009-03-13T22:40:00.013+08:00

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behind the scenes (before i did my Smoky Eyes)

Design updated!
(Direct Mail advert- postcard)
i need more info.s for the back though.

(click)

besok jadi.
after work gonna meet up with old sec. sch. mates.
head home and head back out.
where my party people at?

so its a full day out tmr!
gua Torn sampai weak ar.

i want this to be my blog song but i can't find a code for the Audio......... :'(

Kat Von D.

2009-03-12T23:48:00.016+08:00

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Raihan says the photo edition of me looks like KAT VON D ! HAHA!

siakkk ni case senang hilang nye eh
new ipod shuffle

STEVE AOKI 2008 REMIXES and Haus of Cards

Plans for 14th will be confirmed again tomorrow.
Me+Seri+Fird (praying hard) HAHAHA!

Boi Sachok.

2009-03-12T02:26:00.006+08:00

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This is how we talk in school when ever we feel like it;
in msn pun Chong aku cari pasal AH! HAHA!

Chong aka Boi Sachok aka K aka Khairil Shafiq Osman

gonna change blog song soon.

dustdustdust.

2009-03-11T22:37:00.007+08:00

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Look back previous post, K really loves to play around with 'Liquify' in photoshop.
I swear he is very talented indeed, would always make me and Anissa jealous at times. [hehe ;)]
for me i love to keep it natural at its best, like the ^^one up here^^

Anyway Blog, im happy that i've found a way to express my feelings. which is to blog and spill 'em all out.
for me, i don't like to keep my feelings in. it would be never ending that way. But sometimes when i think back.
there are readers out there who would be reading my shits at times. and somehow, it would portray the
'not real' aQiDah to those readers... YES? NO? is it a bad move? i dont know.
its the only way i can brush it off my shoulder. dustdustdust.

ya ya i knowww. bahasa kasar and what so ever.
if you're not happy with it then leave. this is a place for me to explode.
not for you to busy body stuck your nose up and read every line duh.

i think we should stop judging the book by its cover.
i wonder why they would even bother. hmmm.

pokaywaaaak.
maut nye atas abeh tergolek eh.

i met up with Ayin by the way.

love you blog.
you're my listening ear.
or some sort. HAHA!

jom blog!
kita tukar lagu nak?

'FLAUNT' Photoshoot .

2009-03-10T22:26:00.006+08:00

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IM BACK!
this was our photoshoot
near to being finalized

these edited works and photography are all done by K (Khairil Osman)
I did the Branding (FLAUNT)

for K's shot, Anissa was the photographer.

Anissa Diva

Boi Sachok

Qid Rock

(click to enlarge)

Kite la budak-budak Lorong 16.
So jangan nak buat hal ngan kita tiga.
Kalau kau berani jejak Lorong 16...
akan dibedal dan Mati Katak di situ jugak.

HAHAHAHA!
those names are just made up.
we like to call ourselves that whenever we act Minah-ish & Mat-ish.
and Lorong 16 is like OUR place (tempat lepak).
HAHAHAHA!

macam paham.
hehehe

Got it. Feel it. Flaunt it.

2009-03-08T15:41:00.007+08:00

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Saturdays, my usual working day. they changed my schedule and i end @ 5 insteaddd.
met up with Seri and Fir and lepak-ed around town. we took the last train home.

Ayin was very sick these few days. this morning was worstttt. called me near to 4 in the morn while i was asleep.
saying his fever is getting higher and wasn't able to have a good sleep. haisss. Dia one kind. Kena hujan sikit je,
CONFIRM the next day demam. So, in a year, fever up to 7 times or so. kesiaaaaaan.

well tomorrowww.
Qid Rock (aQiDah), Anissa Diva (Anissa) and Boi Sachok (K); will be having a photoshoot @ Arab Street.
9 am for our Advertising project. we need to have smoky eyes hair let loose denim jeans black tang top
and we have to posing-posing, K as the photographer. our tagline; "Got it. Feel it. Flaunt it."
inspired by cK adverts.

this is my try out on the brand that we're putting up with.
i still need to explore more possiblities. hmmmmmmmm.

like OMFG.
why are you still there?
i got rid of you.
sayonara B.

knn. cb. kepala buto. macam sial.
before doing something that none of you sial-ans will ever forget.
CCB MOTHERFUCKERS!

and again aqidah is expressing herself with typed words.
thank you blog.

Screamo Sisters.

2009-03-06T03:21:00.008+08:00

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here's the videos:
featuring

Screamo Sisters
Performance @ Lasalle

ni la kita bertiga, suka SYIOK SENDIRI!
HAHAHAHA!

MSTRKRFT - Bounce

Beyonce -Diva

Hindustan (Devdas??)
(this is a laugh for me)

thats all folks! :)

Photography Class.

2009-03-04T23:44:00.012+08:00

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only pictures for todayyy:

Photography class and after school with us 'Screamo sisters.' HAHA!
took 10 vids with friends today. kelakar gila nye case.
but just one vid will do.

this is during Photography:
able to listen to songs on loudspeaker. baik pe.
was testing the 20x zoom.
(our side was so dark, the only lights came from light boxes and camera flash. tsk.)

I chose to stay.

2009-03-03T21:35:00.007+08:00

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Direct Mail Advert (Postcard-front) for my Steve Aoki (can of Gene).

i dont like the back though. gonna change it. :)

a friend said:
"just remember.
he is the one who is at loss.
NOT you."

"it is his mistake of letting you go just to get to someone who is never better than you.
but someone who is lower or at the same 'taraf' as him.
look at where you are now aqidah, you have a great future ahead of you.
don't ever look back, cos someday you'll regret.
i am sure you will get someone better.
don't ever feel down.
it is NEVER your loss.
this change may be good.
it would somehow make you stronger."

i know.
but i chose to stay.

and ALL said:
i bet! he will come back for you one day.. CONFIRM!
when that day comes it is YOU who has to stand your ground and give him an answer.

HAHA! you guys were right. :)

________________________________________________________________

i know they would try their best to not make me feel down
actually.. some words i agree but some words i dont.
it is just to sit and listen my friend.
but it is always to have my own mindset.
i dont like to judge others. i can be harsh at times. true.
but deep inside, i am not that someone who pin you down with words that is typed or written.
yes, the words are there, but i never meant it.
words are expressions, but the TRUE words lies IN ME.
and the TRUTH is always positive. never negative.
i can hate you. but deep inside i dont.
cos i never cared babe. i never cared.

i could simply be with someone new.
but why did i choose to stay?
i could simply not forgive you.
but why did i choose to give you a chance?
i could simply be a bitch and be harsh on you.
but why did i choose to treat you as a friend?

love.

have you ever thought of it before?
i know you. thats why i tried my best to bring you back.
cos that wasn't the real you. you were side tracked.
and i helped you. get back. on track.
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1st of March.

2009-03-02T03:09:00.011+08:00

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we patched up.
1st of March.

Our Annual will always be
1st of May.

us back then,
OLDD memory; this was SOO last yearr
(dulu aku TEMBAM dan KENTAL)

(video removed)
EXCLUSIVE only. HAHA!

(18th Birthday card layout:for him)

somehow i have not forgiven you.
it still hurts.

i STILL cry at times just thinking about your mistake.
"How could you? just HOW COULD YOU??"

that question up in my mind over and over again.
it takes time.

Vid-whore_Milhan.

2009-03-01T05:20:00.004+08:00

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i reached home near to 1 am or so after work on saturday
PENAT GILE BABI SIAL

mentang2 end month!
pack gileeeeer

all those DANG customers opened up their wallets with a full pack 50 dollar notes in their wallet.
bukak besar2 tunjuk harta berlian agak! c cb! kepala buto. duit gst nampak. mentang2 aku 19!! -.-
sakit kaki babe. siapa nak urutkan? (terus sms complain to ayin) hais.

balik je pagi2 buta aku jadi momok part-time.
HAHAHAHAHA!

Video-whored with my small bro MILHAN!

lets see:

"Poker Face"

I gotta sleep.
continue later with my essay when i wake up.
good night.

oh nono. its already morning.
MORNING!

zzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.................

2009-02-28T01:54:00.004+08:00

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My Diagram:

MENDAK SIOL BUAT ESSAY!!!
2 BLOODY ESSAYS!

& IM WORKING WHOLE DAY FROM 12 later!
I'LL ONLY BE LEFT WITH FREAKIN' SUNDAY, CB!

2009-02-27T15:27:00.001+08:00

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i missed out one.

aQiDah head banging tak menjadi.
HAHAHAHA! x)

2009-02-27T14:10:00.007+08:00

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"Fan, Friends, designers, doodlers and dreamers...
this is a call to ACTION!

Here i am a DJ, label owner, notorious party rocker
and fashion designer and I don't even have a logo
that says, "This is me, I'm Steve Aoki." "

Steve Aoki, The Bloody Beetroots @ SILO LIVE
wait for 1:20 - my fav

2009-02-27T00:44:00.013+08:00

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Lets go through a couple old vids.

this was taken on the second week of Jan i guess.

1. Hilmi's Interview.
"Relationships"

(in front of school; smoking area - where we ALWAYS lepak)
excuse my 'R' karat. HAHA!

2. DBLO night:

HAHAHAHA!
part ni K mabok GILER!
of course Marilyn Monroe is DEAD K!!!

Raihan: WHO??
HAHAHAHA!

3. get ready for another 1 min session with aQiDah.

this was taken the same night when me and my friends made the Halo (Screamo Version) Vid.
Anissa made us listen to Flo Rida ft Keisha Cole - Right Round.
a really OLD Vid.

this is what happens when aQiDah gets bored.
merepek meraban taik apek kau makan.

into PeTA ads.
400 word essay. here we go.

2009-02-26T19:16:00.004+08:00

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. said:
"I cant believe i said i'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesnt matter cause i've made it up forgive me now
Everyday i spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that i can make it up to you now, somehow."

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
None but you. But only if you told me to.

we need a big discussion.
a long sit down and a talk.
face to face.

i need it.
you need it.

before i allow you to take me back
and hold me in your arms like how you used to.
100%.

He wants our official date back.
its on the 1st.

2009-02-26T17:23:00.004+08:00

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Here's my album.
i edited the original image though.
im not sure if im following the Rules.
teehee. :)

Band name (random from Wiki) : TRANSPIRATION
Title of Album (random from Quotations Page) : Made Sure I Did
Album Cover (random from Flickr - i edited the image) : 'Carnival Time'

Just by looking at the Album Cover, it MUST be an INDIE band.
woooooot~

this is the original image:

________________________________________________________________________________
GAME from Facebook:

What would your own album look like if you were in a band? Follow the directions below and find out..

Here are the rules:

1. Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random”
or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2. Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations"
or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.

3. Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”
or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4. Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

5. Post it to FB with this text in the "caption" or "comment" and TAG the friends you want to join in.
________________________________________________________________________________

Anywayyyys, i just got back my lappy yesterday from ayin.
went alllllll the way to Bradelllllll.
ayin hadta leave straight away to catch a game at Jalan Besar Stadium.
he was like " arrrrrr? Aqid dah nak baliiiiiiik???"
and then *sad face*

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

im supposed to club @ DBLO tonight.
its Ben's (Vira) Birthday. celebratin.
Anissa Emma and the rest are going.
the whole big group.
you know why im not??

COS AYIN WONT LET MEEEEEE !!!!!
BOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

he said he wants my second experience to club to be with HIM.
and so far i didnt go for clubbing days with my friends.
our club day will be 14th of march. he said mayyybe St James.
lama lagi kaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

buat bersabar aQiDah.... buat bersabaaaaaar... :(

2009-02-25T02:10:00.008+08:00

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My own design of a can food label.
its a 'can of Gene' - Steve Aoki.

wanna spin like him?
heat it. cook it. eat it.
the next min.
you'll get his Chester French Remix in your head.
playing over and over again.
HAHAHAH!

click to enlarge.

FULL Design:
click to enlarge.

Check out my colour chart:
DRM

check out this vid me and my friends made when we lepaked at Dhoby that day:
Dedicated to Jaspal Singh who's suffering in Camp now.

Halo by Beyonce (Screamo version)
why screamo?
cos Jaspal never liked that song.
so by making it screamo, we hope he likes it.
HAHAHAHA!

[only to those who has facebook]

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=744917934&ref=ts#/video/video.php?v=53730238692

2009-02-24T01:53:00.002+08:00

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Sunday:

i met up with Ayin and his friends (Eddie, Khalil and the other i forgot the name)
helped out with their powerpoint slides regarding the "EAST" book i made for them
well, i have to learn how to control the things that i say at times
and ayin kept remindin me to not treat everyone the same
to not treat my outside friends the same as my Lasalle friends.
whom to ayin is a 'open society' school, which he hates ALOT.
everytime he said that about my friends, i'll get hurt real bad.
but its ok, he's teaching me things that are positive in a way.
reminding me to not forget old friends and never treat them all the same.

i made a short vid that day:

Monday:

Ayin came down to WOODLANDS!!!
nyeahahaha! finally after a veryveryvery long time.
we continued with the Powerpoint slides.
My lappy has been with Ayin since Sunday.
So imagine how bored i am at hoooome! :(
i'll only get it back on wednesday night.
but its ok, i dont mind.

so off he went to his nenek's house.

so tomorrowwww
i have this industry visit which my whole level of Comm De. students
will HAVE to come as its compulsary. i TOTALLY forgot all about it till
Anissa texted me hours ago.

i've been trying to sleep since 2 HOURS ago but i wasn't able to sleep.
i think its not my usual sleeping time uhhhh. baaaaaaah.

let me share a music video with you guys:

THE BLOODY BEETROOTS - Cornelius

they're under Dim Mak Records, Steve Aoki's.

check out MSTRKRFT & LA RIOTS too.

2009-02-22T03:16:00.007+08:00

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These are the 2 videos i missed out in my

(Friday, February 20, 2009-)
+2/20/2009 01:36:00 PM]*

post.

(ignore the background voices, i don't even concentrate on what they're talking bout ALL NIGHT!)

sorry sorry!
its not Rave its TEKTONIC!
if you still dont know what im talking about
its something like this.

saw Vira (Ben) doing it @ dblo(ok la tapi tak menjadi. HAHA!)
and emma's friend, Kye. saw in youtube.

an example:

welll
yesterday was Saturday riiiiight
my usual working day.. 12-9.30.. and i was late.. pfffft..
after work met up with seri, fird and ayiiiin!
i should spend more time with Seri next time.
she went off ahead before me. boohoo. cos had to show
Fird the Vid in my Facebook acct that he wasn't able
to watch if its through my friends. private profile.

so yea it was a short one. last train again. headed home.

2009-02-22T02:27:00.005+08:00

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Since Thursday was our last critique day
we decided to hang out on Friday and catch a movie
was with Anissa, Emma, ili and her boyfie.

"Slumdog Millionaire" POWEEEER!!
VERY TOUCHING! NICE FILMING AND FRAMING!
EVERY SCENE AND IDEA OF STORYLINE THAT THEY PUT UP IS PERRRFECT-O!

Then off we went to Dhoby( where there's too much skaters around )
to lepak where we took videos of ourselves.
mostly its with emma.. in her lappy.. wanna take them from her.. hmmmm
then rushed for last train while Emma wait for the other skaters to come.
should be Bhakit (spelled right?) and all. ili and Fir temankan emma for a short while.

GIRRRRLS we had funnn!!

next week: SENTOSA and group PHOTOSHOOT. with K as the photographer.
it'll be only US! photoshoot. teehee. tak sabar la babe.

but here's 2 of em'
(these are the ones from my cam)

i was singing

RIGHT ROUND by Flo Rida ft Keisha Cole

check it out!
Thanks to Anissa.

2009-02-20T13:36:00.005+08:00

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This month, i was late/absent for class many times
including three taxi rides to school ! ( waste my moneyy :( )

Yesterday AGAIN i took a taxi to school
Fuggin effing LATE.
then in the end i found out that the class is not that important after all
like what the fuck! i rushed all the way there , took a taxi , waste my money and THEN??
erghhhhhhhhhh

so i just went for the last class (lecture)
it was the last of Critique week for our class.
after school we went for dinner at HAJI lane
where we 'terserempak' with Rome & friends. Sheesha-ing.
then back to Bugis Starbucks to lepak for awhile.
and Ayin scolded me again for going home late everydayyy.

sob sob sob :'(

so i reach home area and 'terserempak' with all 3 sis bawah block
so i went Vista Point to get some munchies and lepak with them for awhile.
i took some videos.

here they are:

^^ @ Indonesian Restaurant - Haji Lane ^^

^^ Just Dance ^^

^^ Poker Face ^^

^^ Just Dance ^^

^^ Soulwax - Krack ^^

^^ No Air - Start ^^

^^ No Air - End ^^
(part ni must close your ears! HAHA!)

There's 2 more vids when i was with friends though.
the file is too big. :(

TOODLES!

2009-02-19T00:37:00.004+08:00

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click to enlarge.

The one on the most right is ME !!!!!
im sho chubby and im sho cute! HAHAHA!

i want my BABY SKIN baaaaaaaaaaack!! :(

2009-02-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

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This is what i did in class.

we were imitating this girl whom we always Bitch about nowadays.
HEHEHEHEHEHE!

1. Random Vid
2. 1st Try
3. 3rd Try

AND AND AND
we just found out that Lasalle Students have a $10 voucher privilege @ Sephora !!!
the new one and only Sephora; just opened in Singapore.

and off we went to town; TAKA
and i got myself a BRONZER!
wooooo~~~~ x)

2009-02-15T17:57:00.001+08:00

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Ladyhawke - My Delirium

heard this in K's Playlist.
also overheard this song @ Topman the other day.

2009-02-15T16:35:00.005+08:00

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Check this outttt!!
it went straight up to No.1 in the US pushing Lady Gaga to the side.

you know i used to be a BIG fan of Eminem.
i have his whole collection.
even his underground and unreleased versions.
the list is twice the length of my old computer length!

and then one day it had VIRUS!
and EVERYTHING just got deleted off!
sad riiiiiiiiiiiiiight.

i still fnd him cute.
he's been gone for soooo long.
ever since his best friend. PROOF died.

check this out.

Eminem - Crack A Bottle ft. Dr Dre & 50 Cent.

Eminem & Proof Freestyle.

ARGH!! im in love with him again.
HEHEHEHEHEHE!

"... When i've been high im fuckin' vibrant.
Now you can't see me cos im revivin' & survivin'.
in the D. every single day in Detroit, a rapper wanna step to me.
They better get straight to the point.
Cos they don't understand the way that i do it.
The fluid that i'd be spittin' is never written... "

" WE'RE FRESH. AND THEY'RE NOT. SO GIVE IT UP. DON'T EVEN DO THIS.
YOU'RE WHACK. IN FACT YOU'RE JUST FLAT LINE. YOU NEED PRACTICE.
WE TREAT YOU LIKE A CACTUS. NO! YOU"RE NOT A GUY. YOU'RE AN ACTRESS.
THE FACT IS... "

"Don't mean to be rude. But yo whats up dude.
How ya doin MTV. How ya doin Kurt.
How ya doin everybody else in the world.
You'd be gettin hurt by the street style.
That i'd be comin' up with, eruptin & ... "

"Hold it right there! Im your worst nightmare!
Wipin' diapers on my eyeshare?.
When i was this big. Now im Still bigger but im skinny like a twig.
Skinny little white boy. Growin' up i like noise. I spite punch i like joints."

"... just remember i hate you. and Yo i can't stand you.
BYE BYE. GOODBYE. GOODNIGHT. BYE BYE. GOODNIGHT. BYE BYE! GOODNIIIIGHT!. "

2009-02-14T22:40:00.006+08:00

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Ayin called straight away at mignight todayyy
and he was like " Happy Valentines Dayyy!!"
hahahaha

miss him soooo much..
boo boo hoo hoo
ayin plan for us to go club one dayyy
together with Fir and who else i dont know..
he says after his exams..
and im very impatient nowww!
arrrr..

Friends plan to head there in week 8.. our project week..
hmmmm..

OH! OH!
i went all the way to work place in a hurry just now.
i was damn LATE.
half way through changing in the ladies.
I COULDN"T FIND MY PANTS IN MY BAG!!
i forgot to bring it! ERGH!

then went all the way to basement Giordano to get black pants.
waste my 30 bucks SIAL! Lucky its a sale... -.- and the pants need to be altered.
just imagine how many folds i have at the bottom
and how funny the shape is when my legs are small and the pants are spacey.
YUUUUUUCK!

will alter it soon.

2009-02-11T21:15:00.006+08:00

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well yesterdayyyy
we had class for only 2 HOURS!
so of course.. mendaaaak..

after school Jaspal came down to lepak with usss
then head down to school library while we wait for Emma to finish her class
kat library pun boleh buat bising! KECOH!

then head down to town where we had to meet up with Ben/Vira
lepaked till near 8, thennn i had to separate from them cos i had to meet Ayin!
their plan was to watch movie anywaysss...

to Bradell to Bradell..
and i missed Ayin's burger creation!
i want it NOW!

lepaked till late!
Firdaus came down at the last min.. KECOH!
and Ayin Bit Meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
sakit tauuuuuu!!!
kat peha pulak tu! SAKIT!
ada teeth marks pulak tu!!
i have yet to take revenge and bite him back! hmph!
and so he said he wants to try his hardest to get back to the past like how we used to.
took the second last train.
balik terus mata: --_--

This is Today!

Lepaked all the way with Jaspal aka Idiot and Anissa!
walked and walked and sat and sat around orchard.
assignments berlambung! lepak je banyak! ISH!!!

so this is what i did in photography class todayyy
product shoot.

This is one of the books i made: ZINE

2009-02-09T22:33:00.005+08:00

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this is what i do when im bored at home
take a video of myself
make funny faces

and so people
this is the kental side of aQiDah

this was taken yesterday.
just came back from Flea market
and a short lepak at Pasir Ris with friends.

ni bangsa balik, terus tukar baju rumah, malas nak mandi
wahahahaha

bila betul2 happy baru mandi. (cb eh)

by the way thats my sec 3 class shirt
i designed it.. i designed the sec 4 class shirt too.
aku JIWA! kan kan kan?

for those of you who threw the shirt away
i'll curse you!

ayin have been saying that he misses meeee x)

hohoho
hehehe
hahaha
huhuhu

2009-02-08T00:27:00.003+08:00

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sis baru tunang!!
dia macam pengantin rockers plak in this pic.. HAH!

i was working from 12.30-5
then after that i rushed back home for this
there's many many food at home
filled my tummy tum tum with nice masakan melayu
and cakes and kuihs and chocolates and things that im not supposed to take in.. WOOTS!

2009-02-06T23:05:00.009+08:00

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i was cleaning up my wardrobe
and look what i found!!!

my secondary school uniform!!!
BISHAN PARK SEC!!!
baik peeeeee!!!

i was shocked ok!
i thought i threw them away!
it has been 2 YEARS ever since i wore them ok..
and still i have them cornered and greyed in my wardrobe!
wahahahaha..

ok now dah confirm!
im throwing them away..
like finally!

i told ayin about it and he told me to take some pics
and show them to him one day.. HAHA!
memories la kaaaaaan..
sweet sweet memories

the time when kite baru kenal2
abeh fell in love la kaaaan
first looove.. wahahaha
abeh lepas tu ape entah terjadi..

okok check them out!

the videos are effing dark la seyyyy
haha.. ok part ni dont mind ar.. keke :P

2009-02-06T20:04:00.002+08:00

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My 2nd sis (3rd child) gonna Tunang this Saturday.
i'll be away for half day cos im working till 5.
bagus uh, so i dont have to minggle with all the makciks and pakciks for long.
wooooo x) (cb eh)

in case you dont know... she's the one on the most right >>
kalau buta tak nampak, then click to enlarge.

^^ ok part ni nak camwhore with shades tak padan ^^
its from forever 21, belongs to my sis
im STILL finding a suitable shade for my own.
my first choice was VZ Dharma
but a friend told me to get Aviators....
hmmmmmm

anyone wants Crunchie?
if not how bout Boost?
you dont know which choc is that??
cadbury Boost??
that is my favourite chocolate bar ever!
kalau kau tak tahu memang kau pendek umur!

there's loads of these Chocs at home.
we'll be giving them away this saturday.
kalau nak and tak tau malu then turun Woodlands.

>.<

2009-02-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

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a friend just told me about 'know it nothing' shop at haji lane.
http://knowitnothing.blogspot.com/

and i can't resist but to post up this vid from them.
love it loads.

2009-02-05T01:06:00.008+08:00

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UPDATED! Steve Aoki

Click to enlarge.

2009-02-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

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bye bye black hair
im gonna dye my hair Brunette or any colour my friends/stylist would recommend.
with inner/outer highlights? hmmmmmmmmm...

to 'Supercuts' @ Cineleisure tmr after school. i can't wait! x)

2009-01-31T15:05:00.009+08:00

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ive been sick these few days; Fever, Flu, Coughing at timess
now my throat is ok, fever getting low, and running nose not as irritating as before.

filling my tummy noww with Murtabak. yummm
i havent had good sleeps for this whole week
slept at most for 3 hours only and yesterday i didnt sleep at all to finish up an assignment.

here it is:

FOOD LABEL
a can of Gene - Steve Aoki
im still updating this label
this is not the final

Let me give you guys a taste of Steve Aoki:
Steve Aoki - "1967"
(Album: Pillowface and his airplane chronicles)

2009-01-28T01:58:00.002+08:00

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welllll
i went out again with familyyy
second day of CNY. went again to Mustaffa.
Grabbed some stuffs for a hamper that we're about to do.
my second sis, gonna 'Tunang' this February.
its an all out Chocolates baby!

and i grabbed some chocolates for myself too! x)

aaaaand.. guess what??
i got Victoria Secrets (Garden) Body Splash!
"FORBIDDEN FANTASY"
and
"STRAWBERRY CHAMPAGNE"

wooooooo!

thanks to Zura for bringing me into this
hers is "STRAWBERRY CHAMPAGNE"
which is the most common one that girls buy

woots
photography studio tmr!
am sleepy now..
goodnight!!

2009-01-27T18:02:00.009+08:00

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that portrait would be better off with me in it!
hahahahaha
:P

it was a family outing on Monday
dad just came back from China and we headed out.

it was the first day of CNY, so shopping malls were closed
only some restaurants were open

we went straight to Suntec. Had late lunch @ Swensens!
Delicious! Desserts too! x)

then we headed to Toys R Us for milhan to choose his toy
he always get new toys when dad comes back every 2 months.
and i sibuk je just grabbed this HUGE teddy bear, in cream tone
and dad bought it.. kekeke.. suka sekali! x)

and then we went to watch a movie; INKHEART
it was an okay movie.. the storyline is kinda messy though

and straight to Mustaffa Centre, had late dinner around that area
i had Naan with Butter Chicken! heavennn
we ordered loads more dishes.
so much for losing more weighttt.. -.-

i hate it when Banglas stare...
i nearly pointed a middle finger at one of them
it was packed with Banglas
PENING LA SEY

kalau orchard pack tak pe
Its like India in S'pore
so there is no need to go India people
a short trip to Mustaffa Centre would be enough.

reached home at about 1am
was shagged....

as you can see
we camwhored the whole day.
cheers!!

2009-01-27T01:44:00.005+08:00

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The weirdest fucked up image i ever edited in 5 mins:

^ this one up here ^

will update bout Monday soon.

2009-01-25T19:33:00.006+08:00

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hmmm
im supposed to join my colleagues for dblo tonight
a joint gathering with NAC and Harbourfront outlet + managers
but im soooo lazy to head out.
PLUS am afraid that it won't be a happening hang out with them.
:S woops

so anywayyyys...
tmr i'll be heading to pasir ris for a BBQ
supposed to overnight but i wont be.

am planning to do school work with Anissa on Tuesday.
cos i missed out alot of stuffs for CPJ.
i need to buy 2 more sketchbooks.
fuuuuuug.

Hilmi planning to lepak tonight
not confirmed. anissa wanna lepak tmr. but i can't make it.

im missing someone terribly.
how i wish i can scrub off all your ego-ness.
i think you've been brain washed or something.

wakey wakey!
cos you're losing it!

"I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me we had that conversation
Cause i won't remember, save your breathe
Cause whats the use?

When its good then its good, its so good 'til it goes bad
'Til you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, 'never again'
Broken down in agony, just trying to find the real you."

"I'm reaching for the love i lost tonight
And i don't know why
You're right here but you seem so out of sight
It's messing with my mind
You once believed in me
But now I'm incomplete
Thought we were meant to be

It's frightening, thinking how I opened up to you
We were the best of friends
That's why this pain won't end
And this is killing me
Thought we were meant to be

Wish i could bring us back
Just who could picture it
But it's too late for that"

"No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's life in me
No matter what, remember
You know i'll always come for you

I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember
You know, I'll always come for you"

2009-01-22T22:27:00.004+08:00

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FACEBOOK!

http://www.facebook.com/people/Nur-Aqidah/1080872704

Friendster sucks.

I HATE YOU FOR BEING THERE JUST TO DESTROY OUR RELATIONSHIP.
I HATE YOU COS YOU SLOWLY TOOK HIM AWAY.
I CAN"T BELIEVE YOU WERE SO CLOSE TO HIM EVEN WHEN YOU KNEW I WAS HIS.
WHY CANT YOU JUST IGNORE HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE?
WHY CANT YOU JUST GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE.
WHY HIM? THERE ARE SO MANY OTHERS THAT YOU CAN TAKE.
BUT WHY HIM?? FUG YOU BITCH!!!!!

now i know innocent ppl can't be trusted.
they're fakes!

you should agree...
that im much more BETTER than YOU!

its my blog so i can say what ever i wanna say.
so fuck off.

2009-01-20T20:00:00.004+08:00

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MORE pictures.

i hope our next stop will be HOMEclub.
there's gonna be a flea market and after party.
end month. 'I am David Sparkle'.

2009-01-18T15:13:00.007+08:00

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Let the pictures do the talking. dbl O night.
Art Space Launch - artist: Zahir Sanosi
guest list, thanks to Anissa! X)
more pictures will come, waiting to get it from K.

spent with: Anissa, Emma, K, Ili, Raihan, Jaspal, Ben (Veera? Vira?)
i wanna wanna wanna spend another night with you guysss!!!!

2009-01-13T16:37:00.008+08:00

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its has been so long ever since i've updated.
this year has been a bad start for me.
relationship wise.

i'm happy that i managed to go through the last conversation real well with him.
im much more matured now, the way i think.
he's cute when he cries.

kaki kena kick2 while feeling agitated sitting with hands over his face. (:
dua2 nangis rabak, mata air kalau collect leh buat swimming pool at my room.
hais.. such a waste of a relationship.
we were so perfect.
but yet you decided to let go.
i gave him back all of the things that he gave me.
also gave him a letter and a cd with everything of us in it.
just for him to realise one day when he goes through them again some other time.

i've taken care of him for 2 long years.
and he, take good care of me too.
we appreciate each other for having a good relationship.
now we're Best Friends.

gave me a Friendship ring.
told me to wear it every where i go.
am finding one for him too.
aiming for a simple yet cool ring for him to wear where ever he goes.

we made some new promises.
one of it,
to NOT share anything about future relationships with each other.
cos if he were to share, i'll get hurt real bad.
and if i were to share, he'll get hurt real bad.

so might as well keep it shut.
im trying my best not to find out anything bout it from him.
its better to not know.

he is the best that i could ever have.
he did say to me, "You're too good for me."

i was very confused.
he said he is the cause of my good changes these 2 years and its hard for him to let go of it all.
i was very confused, boleh jadi gila. serious.

the changes i made was all for you.
now all my hard work , not appreciated anymore by you.

now, both of us FORCING ourselves to move on.
im starting to feel independent now.
with friends around me and new friends being made.
i am able to cope with all these now.

well, after that looooong emotional talk.
we had our late supper. my tummy was grumbling.
i was crying like fuck in the inside.
but giving fake smiles and laughter on the outside.
it has always been like that nowadays.

now im able to forget about this big change by doing something.
i have a little secret.
even my close friends dont know.
and i dont even want them to know.
only my outside friends shall know.
accept me for the old aqidah.
but not see the new me.
thank you so much.

--------------------------->
*what ever that was posted here before*
(sengaja buat fake impression just to make him jealous)
(even though i hate the plan, i forced myself to do so)
(just so to make him wake up and realise)
(i know it is the most wrong and stupidest way ever)
(that is not the real aqidah)

(i dont care if any of you were to look at me in a bad way now)
(but i dont want him to be that changed ayin for long)

to all you new haters, DO NOT JUDGE JUST BY READING (or hearing from others).
the best way is to talk to me face to face and i'll give you what you wanna hear.
--------------------------->

and ohhhhhhh. i cant wait for friday outing with friends.
anissa, emma, K, ili, maybe nadia (oh pls pls nad come along!)
am not sure who else coming along, should be emmas ben also.
not sure who else. its gonna be fun! dbl O here we come.
dress up pretty ladies.

JUST DANCE!

2009-01-10T19:34:00.002+08:00

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Lady Gaga - Poker Face v2

from now on i will not be that aQiDah that you've always known.

2009-01-08T10:10:00.004+08:00

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AKU PONTENG SEKOLAH
HEE HEE HEE
(macam Lady Gaga gitu kan? -.-)

the night before the same thing happened
end up i slept near to 4am and when i woke up it was 7.45
exactly the time that im supposed to get out of my house la sey
fed up GILA BABI

when i got ready it was 830
class starts at 9 la eh
i gave up and didnt head out in the end
i wasn't in the mood even
:( :( :( :(

2009-01-06T22:03:00.003+08:00

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Beyonce - Halo

2009-01-06T20:03:00.002+08:00

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Do you have someone who means the world to you?
Someone you look up to when in need of a shoulder to lie on.
Someone who'd make you smile when you feel down.
Someone who pushes you forward when you thought there's nowhere to go.

You feel that all of your happiness that you could ever have is there with him.
You tried to find happiness some where else but its always to come back and find him.

If you lose him, you feel like as if you lost EVERYTHING.
That heavy pierce in your heart.
Felt like screaming when it hurts.
You weakened and tear.

To make a wish every day.
Wish that everything will come back as it is.
That happiness.
That love.

"Why us?"
"Not them?"

"Why hate?"
"Not love?"

Sometimes i wished that everyone around us would go away.
So that our connection wont falter and break.

If i were to lose you.
I would feel lost in this big world that im in.

But when he change.
To someone you thought you never knew.
You thought he was different and better.
But in the end.
You found out that they're all the same.

They go for looks when they finally achieved in something.
They thought they deserve better.
They dont appreciate what they have in hand.
They just put you aside when they dont need you.
Put you aside when they feel that you're just no good.

who was the one who has always been there for you?
who was the one who helped when you're in need?
who was the one who took you back and gave you a chance?
who was the one who loved you for who you are?

You are not perfect yourself.
So why must i be perfect for you?
It is all about accepting each other for who we really are.
and not go for looks and body and whatever that you're going after.
cos in the end, it'll backfire, and you'll come running back.

love you.

2009-01-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

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The Last Day of Holiday

we hang out @ Orchard
followed ayin for his hair cut first

then met up with Seri and Fird.
ate @ Puncak. (spelled right?)

i was happy that i finally got to meet ayin
but he has mood swings and so do i
cos i was sick and stressed out.

W~!

im so sad
so sad
so sad
so sad
so sad
so sad
so sad
so sad
..
..
..
..
..

2009-01-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

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Finally
this week will be my last "Full Time Schedule"
supposed to work this saturday 12 till closing
but begged ma'am Cindy.. hiak hiak
PHEW

i can sleep the whole day later..
woooot

from now on i'll only work every sunday
but at the meantime; am searching for a new job in retail.
oh please give me a new job.

Rin, Naufal, Athari will be going back to Harboufront outlet.
haizzz

life in breeks will be not so normal now.
its only me and Zura left who'll be hyper ones.
boo hoo hoo hoo

i need to lose weight. SERIOUSLY.
pfffffft.

2009-01-02T02:30:00.002+08:00

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have been very very BUSY with work nowadays
that i dont have time for myself.
no more long sleep for me.

new year countdown with Athari and Naufal @ Vivo
the rest Bastard kita la seh
kata nak turun tapi tak turun. -_-''
doooots

such a waste that i didnt bring along my camera la sehhh
WASTED GILA BABI

Vivo was PACKED ok.
really nice to be around crowded areas after midnight.
very happening.

saw Mustaffa (primary-secondary school mate) with his friends
he's my friends younger bro though
he and his blur face when i shout 'MUS!!'
haha
long time no see
especially his bro

i miss my friends now.
i cant wait when school reopens
more hangouts! woooot
but wont look forward for those many MANY projects. :'(

2008-12-27T21:43:00.004+08:00

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if its possible to upload a video here
then i'll put up the dance vid we did

for not working today, its a -50bucks from my pay then
boohoo :(

i'll make up for it next week
my only off day for next week is SUNDAY
a day before school starts all over again.

i'll make sure that sunday will be a shopping spree day.
heehee

2008-12-27T17:55:00.004+08:00

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SENTOSA trip

these are just a small part of it
shall post up MORE pics from this sooooon

keep in touch~!
:)